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Today, James and I took a long walk along the river and we began to discuss, among other things, our feelings about certain interactions on the blog. The specifics of our conversation are not that important. At a certain point, after asking James some probing questions, he began to feel quite anxious. I could tell because he started talking quite rapidly, flying off on innumerable tangents. And as this was happening, I started to feel extremely sluggish and disengaged. In the beginning I disingenuously passed off my fatigue as tiredness and low blood sugar. But I knew that what was really going on was that I was no longer feeling recognized or spoken to. I felt that I was being talked at.
This has been a dynamic in our relationship for a long time--though we frequently have great conversations, when we approach real intimacy, I experience James as verbose, anxious, and totally in control. As the possibility for vulnerability arises, he tends to use his anxiety to create a huge wall of words, and I retreat into passivity and silence. James will speak for huge stretches of time and after a while, I will disengage, occasionally picking up on a thought or two, but mostly feeling completely lost and unnecessary. Often, I will wonder if he notices that I am gone and if he has, why has he not asked me "Where are you? Why did you disengage?"
In these situations, James and I are both, in our own ways, not fully responsible to our relationship. I am no longer expressing my needs or taking action to reconnect. I feel at these moments no ability to "take care" of James in his anxiety; what I want is to be recognized in conversation and questioned (challenged, pushed to engage with my feelings). I want a shared space of mutuality.
Today, as this dynamic began to unfold, something was a little different. As James was being carried by his anxiety, he acknowledged it in passing. He was aware of what was happening, but felt unable to control it (and so was letting it control him). I was walking beside him, flitting in and out of contact, growing very upset with what was happening, and struggling to overcome my strong feelings of shame around telling him what I was really feeling.
And then something new happened. James got to the end of his 20 minute long monologue and said to me, 'what do you think?' And I started to say something disingenuous like "sounds really great." But he stopped me. He said, 'Noah, what happened, where are you?' I said, 'James we are no longer having a conversation. You are talking at me.' He said, 'Yes I know.'
This exchange was a revelation. It led to the most frank and important conversation we have ever had. I told James that what was important for me was not simply hearing about all his thoughts and feelings about other relationships or anxieties, but grounding those details in the context of our interaction, our relationship. That I wanted to understand his anxiety in relation to me--what are you concealing from me? And James began to talk to me about his fear of being recognized (and of me recognizing his fear).
And of course we came back to the blog. How our practice in this space, especially in the last few weeks, has allowed us to have this conversation in the flesh. I am very grateful to James for being so open and for encouraging me to use our progress as grist for this wonderful blog mill. And to all of you for creating an environment in which practice is joy.
From James:
i flew away from Noah today, and he confidently and sensitively brought me back, back to our relationship. we were chatting about the blog; about the recent back-n-forth (as i've taken to calling it) between Caterina and me, and about last night's exciting new step forward for the blog, with me in the role of Example. i was very glad to fill that role-- i felt well suited for the job, and, as i said, i'm excited by how much i am going to gain from it. though we were only chatting for a few moments. then i started to get anxious, and speaking very quickly, and moving around a bit; my entire disposition was... jittery. and i started to pull away from Noah, and from our relationship. i could feel it... and when we took a walk up to my apartment to grab some things, i kept quiet a moment, and finally said, "I'm gonna try to slow down a bit." and a few moments thereafter, "I'm anxious, ya know." (and he knew.) to slow down. i was saying -- largely, if not entirely, to myself -- "I want to open up space for Noah to enter into; I am closing the window." and then, despite my consciousness of my anxiety and its effect on my ability to relate; despite my decision to support a more conversational space: i failed. i was thinking i was doing a better job, until Noah poked into my little shell and told me we were no longer having a conversation. i was disappointed. i was resistant and defensive for a moment... and i tried to keep quiet and still, and to sit with what he had told me. and i shared with him, "I knew I had closed the door, that is why I wanted to slow down... I had thought I had been at least a little successful... I'm disappointed..." it hurt a bit. it took me a little while, but we stayed with each other, and i began to accept what had happened-- i had indeed failed to open back up to the relationship, i had flown away entirely. when Noah poked through, and when i had let down some of the defenses, and i could see Noah again: i silently rejoiced. he was so direct, so straight and clear about it! and so honest and compassionate! i know that Noah has struggled, and very much with me. i'm a bit of a large presence when i get going (i've learned a bit from my father, who has an enormous presence!!), and he has often, i believe, felt unsure how to approach me. recently i started pushing him a bit, and pushing our relationship, to enter into a bit more intimate a space... we are both so capable of being present to each other, of helping each other meet our needs, and yet we have mostly turned from this honor and responsibility. but that was just a preview, just a test run. this was what we have been practicing for. i drifted away, and then he went for it; he challenged me, and forced me to come down from outer space and to return to him, Noah, right here, now, in this very relationship. and, finally, i came back down. later, when we realized we had entered into a much deeper part of our conversation, and a much calmer, safer, more intimate space, he asked me what my anxiety was about sharing with him; what had caused me to flee, even when i knew and tried to keep myself from doing so? i had an intuitive response, one which i still don't quite understand. i trusted it and said, "i was anxious that you would recognize me." i realized that telling myself to be more present will not make me more present; we have to be more intimate than that. it must be relational all the way. he pulled me back down, and we began to ask, "what was it that kept me from being able to share? to relate? to 'converse' with Noah?" and our conversation has finally begun.
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Thank you for taking me on your journey. I want to say more, but right now, I can't. Thank you won't do. In sharing yourselves to openly I see another window into my own life and process. Much to think about. In gratitude.
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Thank you for bringing this most important conversation into the touch of the ever-unfolding text. These two aspects of consciousness, the touch of physical presence and the text of virtual touch, are not independent entities but appear on different levels of relatedness. We might say that the textual (which include phone) relationship stays more in the intrapsychic, or self space than the relatedness confronted by physical presence. It is not either/or but different ways of knowing and relating to the other (whch also means oneself). We know this to be true by how both encounters feel; they feel different. Physical presence IS potentially more intimate. It has to be, it brings more of our embodied (or total) presence to the table, so to speak. And because so much of our shame is trapped in and around the body, you can see why it is easier to relate without the body's presence. This is why I feel relationship is the most challenging and potentially profound yoga for achieving greater awareness into one's own nature.
With that said, our little experiment brings these two realms closer together necessarily because we challenge each other and ourselves to be more real, more authentic, more present with ourselves and each other, so that the physical presence ,when it happens, feels more transparent, as it did when we all met a couple of weeks back. We were so attuned to each other's interiorities that our physical presences felt less prominent, almost as if they were in the background of our interior foreground. I think these other virtual spaces, such as dating websites, utterly fail, not because they, in and of themselves, are unviable, but because the individuals using them are less authentic, less self-aware than they need to be for text and touch to align and feel commensurate.
One more thing. James, you wrote, "i had an intuitive response, one which i still don't quite understand. i trusted it and said, "i was anxious that you would recognize me." i realized that telling myself to be more present will not make me more present; we have to be more intimate than that. it must be relational all the way. he pulled me back down, and we began to ask, "what was it that kept me from being able to share? to relate? to 'converse' with Noah?" and our conversation has finally begun."
I'm having difficulty with the word "recognize." I'm wondering if the word "exposed" would be a better fit. In its literal meaning, I can see where this would be the case; but, it doesn't seem to draw out the fear that comes from the type of recognition you describe. Noah seemed to have pointed to your "bubble," and said, "Hey come out of there, I want to touch you." Yes, he wanted to "see" you, but the seeing is a relational touch that is, in its most beautiful yoga, a recognition. The fear of being exposed speaks to the possibility of being humiliated and dismissed, the deeper emotional resonances of feeling unrecognized. What do you think about the way I'm formulating it and separating out "recognized" and "exposed?"
the teeth of exposure
i think it sounds good... i hope to feel it. know what i mean? i can think it clearly, and it sounds much more frightening, and it answers the call i make when i write that this was an intuitive response "which i still don't quite understand." the feeling was there, but it's kind of new. it's unfortunately very familiar, it's a pattern i've found myself sifted through many times, but it's also kind of new... the feeling of it, the awareness of it. i think this might be why it was, as Noah shared, the fear of Noah recognizing my fear. i said the anxiety was about being "recognized," and we asked further, why would that be the fear? recognizing who, or what? and i said, "my fear." that's when it hit me, that's what hurt. and that is what sounds and feels a lot more like exposure than recognition. the fear that my fear will be exposed to him, and that i will go unrecognized... oh... yeah, that is starting to sink in a little bit...
What am I going to do about it?
Thanks to both of you for this eloquent and connected statement.
During the past couple of years, I have had experiences with Noah where, in the midst of whatever is going on, I suddenly have realized that he is there, open to me if only I want to be also open to him.
Actually, this has been an unnerving experience. It shines a light on the ways that I am guarded, that I get jittery around the possibility of such a deeper connection. What do I say? It makes me painfully aware of the boundaries that I have built. What am I going to do about it?
HEY ARNOLD, I MISSED YOU
and love your response to Noah and James. You are so right, when boundary becomes barrier, it leaves us so isolated. Your "jitteriness" and "unnerving experience" remind me of James' anxiety around fear of exposure. I think the only way to overcome it is to go through it as a practicing dialogue. I don't know any other way those barriers can be razed. How else can we know the other and the other know us? Of course, I understand that it's easier said then done. That's why I look for and focus on the small things, which build up to a completer intimacy. Your post, for example, is a huge small thing. In my family, no one would ever think to reach out and approach the relationship in ways that you do. And so, for your opennness I am grateful for and to you. Like I said to James about Camila, the responsibility is as much Noah's as yours.
habitual me
Thanks Om. The feeling that scares me is that I say, "I do not want to be vulnerable". I have felt that way about this blog and my very peripheral participation in its conversation. I can make up lots of reasons for holding back. Not very interesting,,, just me being habitual me.
HABITUAL IS WHAT HABITUAL MEANS
Thank you, Arnold. Vulnerability for me was being exposed to the violence of my father's sickness. Not so much the violence itself but the unpredictability of the violence. There were a number of conditions that allowed me over the years to transform my fear of vulnerability to embracing the innate strength of that vulnerability. The one constant thing was the fight in me to never allow my negative emotions to take on the role of terrifying other. It has literally been the fight of my life. In a way that fight is over. What's left is just the deepening of the sacred space from which love has taken root, with the faith that it will continue to grow into the more unencumbered freedom of awareness.
And so, I would like to ask you to consider the meaning of habit rather than the fact of habit. Habit is about control. Yet, habit is there to be dissolved. It is your right to seek and reach the new that habit itself resists. I'm sure Noah, for one, will help you challenge that resistance. All is love, Arnold.
residues in the corners
It is a given, don't you think, that each of us had a series of traumatic encounters with parents. This is independent of the good intentions of the parents. My father was explosively violent... completely unrevealing about his inner experience... very stuck in a weird, authoritarian role as FATHER.
So, OK. I know that he continues to act through me, although maybe a bit less now. I am not interested in that trauma anymore. Of course I want to be free of its negative impact on me, and I pretty much see him as the frail, frightened person that he was. That helps me to forgive him, but there are still residues in the corners of my awareness,
residues
Arnold, i'm very excited that you have found this "dual post" between Noah and myself such a great window to share some more of your experience. there are so many difficulties and struggles, and i get so very much out of reading others' experiences... especially with relationship. as i am (as camila says, i think) coming to discover and understand the experiences and difficulties of the other people in my life, my own experience suddenly takes on a new dimension-- it is no longer merely my isolated struggle, but rather part of this broader human community... my struggle becomes much less idealized and introverted as it becomes a struggle both in the context, and in the face, of relationship itself. and i love this image of residues in the corners of awareness... it is such a textural image; i can feel it.
give and support
James. You and I have only met once and briefly a year and a half ago. From your writing here and the music that you have shared, I can see that you have emerged from your cocoon and that this emergence is the result of commitment, effort, and will. It is impressive and I am happy that you and Noah give to one another and support one another.
Arnold, what are you going to do about it?
I so much relate to the boundaries that you have built between you and Noah. I have been struggling with my walls I have built over the years and now am trying to slowly dismantle.
I have been thinking about you as the photographer behind this powerful portrait. I see you, I can imagine you, I can even replace you and step behind the camera.
And I feel and think that only someone who can be present and stay with a person and stay in the relationship can take a portrait like this. of course, you have the camera in between, you often have a subject that you don’t know that well in front of you, which can make it easier to get closer, and you have all those other boundaries. But, for me, when I step into a photo relational experience, I have to step over some of the boundaries. It is always a challenge. I somehow know that only if I am present and open as much as I currently am capable of, will the other be there as well. And what else is a portrait if it doesn’t give you a glimpse of what is behind someone’s walls. At least that is what keeps me interested in looking at a portrait over and over.
Looking at this portrait, I know that you can be present, because I can see into this man’s eyes and although I do feel looked at, I am also able to look in - into his eyes and through to somewhere deeper. I feel the sadness around his mouth, I see some anger and sadness in the eyes (mirrormirror ;) and I feel a connectedness to you as the photographer. He is really looking back.
So, Arnold, maybe you can use all those years of experience as a photographer and apply your abilities to stay in relationship when facing and being with Noah. I know, it might be harder than taking a portrait of a neighbor or businessman, but what an opportunity!
Can you tell me more about your fears?
To Arnold and all the gardeners out there
I know, this is mostly a metaphor for my fear, anger and pain, but I am still going to post it, because it might resonate with other visually inclined people here on the blog ;)
I wrote this a about two weeks ago, and it has helped me see a little bit better why it might be a good idea to take down some of those walls.
The walls, the walls, the walls. They not only keep me from being recognized, they also keep me from seeing the other. The wall goes both ways. And that to me is even worse than not being recognized. The walls keep me stuck, isolated and hidden. The walls are also a very good canvas for the other to just paint her/his story onto my walls. If they can’t see you, how could they know your real story? They can just make something up and believe that they know you.
I am using a lot of energy keeping these walls intact. I could use this energy to practice being in relationship, being connected, being intimate. Without the walls, I would have to be real, I would have to engage and stand up for myself. I couldn’t hide any longer. Even though it has served a purpose for a long time, it is time to leave my fortress and see what’s growing behind those walls. Okay not just come out of the fortress for a little stroll, but taking down the walls. i don’t want them any longer. I would like to invite other gardeners into my garden I have prepared for behind my walls. And I want to watch all the flowers and plants from either side of the walls slowly overgrow the bare patches where the walls once stood.
The uncertainty of the unfamiliarity is still lingering though. What if I am not able to hold a feeling, not have enough space for it, what if I can’t name it, recognize it, what if they have gone, what if they got tired of waiting? Can seeds die?
The walls have protected them all these years. The seeds hold the feelings inside. they just have to grow first and learn how to relate to all the other plants outside the walls. They will hopefully, over time, find the connection and grow and stretch toward the other.
This fear though, about not knowing my feelings, trusting them, being able to recognize them must mean that there is in addition to the wall surrounding me another wall inside. That short circuit between my mind and the feelings. I know that they aren’t separate, that one can’t be without the other. but they can be more or less repressed and pushed down.
Why do some people not give up looking? Why are they so sure that underneath the barrier lies the beauty of emotions? What is it that they recognize even though the walls are up obstructing the view?
Is it intuition, understanding that behind every wall is something worthwhile to uncover? Are they not afraid of the other’s feelings because they have experienced and cultivated their own garden? And all it would create is more gardens growing into each other creating expansive meadows.
Nadine's walls are full of holes!
this is beautiful Nadine. I think you have answered your own questions, for you too are a seeker and have not given up looking or trying to tear down the walls. You are creating your garden as we speak and it is becoming more beautiful and welcoming everyday. In fact, I would love to throw down a blanket in that ever-expanding meadow of yours and have a chat with you, or seek shelter and shade underneath the blooming cherry tree you have planted in the corner. There may be walls, but there is no roof to keep out the sun and rain, so there is openness.
Perhaps you can also dig a tunnel underneath those walls, instead of just tearing them down, to allow access in and out. You can cut out little windows to let in the light and air and even a door with a handle that I can tap on and you will greet me there, as always, with a big smile and a cup of mocha.
Walls
I would like to throw out another image, one that may or not be helpful to you. I always saw a wall around me, but I didn't think about breaking it down. ( That seemed too overwhelming). I knew there was a hidden door. I just had to clear away the debris, be attentive to subtle changes where the door may be. I always invisioned walking through it to a garden. For me, it was not as overwhelming or as frightening as tearing something down, which seemed to be to have more aggressive, angry energy. I just had to make the journey through. The wall was not a total enemy - it just hid the way.
It's just my own personal twist.
So Nadine and Arnold - how about making portraits of all your blog friends?
EMILY, FROM MY (QUESTIONABLY RELIABLE) SOURCES
I heard Nadine likes the jackhammer approach, which would negate any possibility of existing walls. However, from all the rubble, I'm willing to bet she can build a little stone tea house or ashram or something like that. When this woman says she wants to break down the walls, I would take her at face value. Personally, I love tearing down, it's an art form, really. I don't equate aggression with anger, but I do know what you mean. And I know you know that I know you know.
OM - and Nadine - alright
Jackhammer it is.
I'm into recyling.
Damn - got to go. There is a bird at my keyboard.
.
EMILY RECYCLED
Wait till you get a taste of Caterina, you want to see some intense (aggressive) energy. She's a force of nature cicling and cycling re and re and re in dervish whirls, and this is just ordering wine and dinner. If you let her, she will transform your walls into a fjord and joyfully dance or do head stands as the streams run through them. Quite a sight, I must say. And it's all love.
Om
How can my walls be transformed if I have none?:)
EMILY, I THOUGHT YOU KNEW
Wall is emptiness, emptiness is wall.
Om-
if wall is emptiness and emptiness is wall then knowing is not knowing and not knowing is knowing. So ulimately, we will all get cake.
EMILY, AS LONG AS YOU KNOW AND DON'T KNOW
that the cake is empty, too.
EMILY, SPEAKING OF CAKE
are you excited about coming to the party? Don't make empty promises now (even though they really are empty).
Party
I have to consult with myself to see if I am available
EMILY, WHEN YOU'RE CONSULTING YOUR SELF
please remember that it's empty and therefore any decisions you make will be subject to emptiness, too.
ARNOLD, NOW THAT YOU'RE HERE, WILL YOU PLEASE
remind Emily that consulting herself will result in a decision that will only be redeemable at a non-local, empty mind and have an impact on a butterfly now flying happily over Malaysia?
party info
Om - Where is this party? We need to find a place to stay. Any suggestions?
WE WILL FIND A PLACE, FOR HOW MANY?
and for how long?
HEY ARNOLD, IF YOU CAN MAKE IT
you and I can visit Strand! You hit on the photography and I'll hit on that woman in the military history section. You should see her armor. It makes those bubbles and walls feel like sand.
OK
OK. Our family has trouble with decisions and committments. As of today, it will only be Emily and me. I am still hoping that Anya will come also, but she must decide for herself. We will come to New York on Saturday morning and return on Sunday afternoon.
Committments
I have no trouble with committments. And any man who says I do better watch out
And what the hell am I supposed to do while Om is after some military history amoured force and Arnold is in the photography section?
I am wildly cranky tonight and you just better hope it clears before you see me. I may be empty but I have bite.
(this reminds me
of a few posts from a while ago... an early incarnation of the intimacy we are cultivating here. Noah posted Mending Wall by Robert Frost, in conversation with Arnold; their conversation continued as Om wrote a response that i found very beautiful, and so i wrote what is still one of my favorite blog-posts of mine, it's not elves exactly; and Caterina further explored the boundary of intimacy. that conversation actually continued for a while on that page (between we five, Emily, and Nico), and when i have a free minute i often go re-reading what we had written there; i am so excited for the blog to be returning to these places now that we have a bigger, and yet closer community; i feel that we will go even deeper, now, into these issues and into our feelings and struggles surrounding them. anyway-- i don't really expect everyone to go back and read all of those posts, it's actually quite a lot of writing... just to say: that we all feel this difficulty, and this entity called the blog recognizes the importance of dissolving barriers and establishing boundaries; that i would like to give attention to my barriers and boundaries again now; and that all of you who were involved in that discussion should take a quick peek and refresh your memory-- it was a while ago, but it was pretty cool! Nadine, my gratitude for giving me a good excuse to link to these old posts ;) and my even deeper gratitude for giving me an opportunity (which i'll have to return to later, after some studying!) to focus back on mending)
Nadine. Thanks for your
Nadine. Thanks for your comments and suggestions. What I was implying in my post about residues was that I do not think the key is in breaking down walls, but in accepting them and maybe loving them a little. They were created for a purpose as solutions to real problems. But this is conventional psychology talk, so forgive me.
Just allow me to say that I am an old man now and I remember how, when I was young, I felt that the defenses I had built were threatening to choke me. They had to be destroyed. Today, I do not get so agitated (except when I am sleepwalking... ask Emily). Acceptance and inclusion seem like the better way to forward motion.
As far as the portraits go, the method is for the photographer to get out of the way. Whatever happens is OK. Of course, the photographer's presence makes a big impact on what can happen, so I try to step lightly. It is so much more interesting to see what emerges than to engineer some particular outcome. When things work, you get the sense of authentic presence. This photo seems to have that. It is very simple and very complete. Turns me on.
ARNOLD, I LOVE THIS SENTENCE
" It is so much more interesting to see what emerges than to engineer some particular outcome."
This is the spontaneity and suddenness of true intimacy, authentic engagement. How beautiful that sounds and is. It is a complete faith in the relationship itself (even if for a brief moment) and one's ability to get out of her own way. What's left is pure energy and it will go which way it will, and we are the reeds dancing with it. This is why those negative emotions MUST be dissolved, to make room for presence.
This is how I experience these lines from Rilke's First Elegy, when he says,
...if one of them suddenly
held me against his heart, I would fade in the grip
of that completer existence....
Yes, Arnold, exactly,
I agree with you that this photo does have authentic presence.
For me, being out of one’s own way is being fully present, which allows for intimacy, which requires the torn down walls (in my case), which, as James pointed out by pointing to earlier posts, is not the same as boundaries.
We might be saying the same thing in different ways.
Maybe we can share more about photography when you are here? ;) may I join you at the strand?
Or, How Are You???
Whats happening in your dream world? How are you feeling? Hope to hear from you soon :)
NOAH, WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO?
?
Om, i was talking to
Or.
OH, THANKS NOAH, I ASKED EVERYONE TO ADDRESS
the poster by name, either in the subject line or text, so it's easier to match the posts :0 I'm blog challenged, sorry :(
OM, I did address
Or by name--the title of my post is "Or, How Are You" :) Check your eyes my man.
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT NAME GETS ME EVERY TIME!
:))))))))))))))
where I went with this
Thank you James and Noah for this beautiful dual post revealing each of your personal experiences and perspectives in a moment of your relationship. This is some of the best literature I've read in a while! It's exciting to read your honesty in relation to this event and to one another. I love the feeling of seeking in this dual post... seeking to describe your subjective experiences by the lights of honesty and compassion.
I admit that while reading Noah's experience, before I thought about how well I know that experience of feeling "talked at" (and the frustration that ensues ... and the desire to bring that person "down here" to me, to relating) before I related to Noah, I felt fear that Noah would judge James... that he would stop at the frustration, not say anything, and somehow identify James as not desiring connection, not desiring him, and not recognize the anxiety out of which the "bubble speak" arises. This was my first reaction, and it was a little like an excitement one feels when watching a movie when you know it's going to end well... so it was not real fear (because I trust Noah's intent and compassion so much). And sure enough, he did rise up and poke through his own bubble to reach right into the heart of the relationship and tell James how he was feeling. I also love that James finally stopped and checked in.
I think I found myself fearing that closure, on your part noah, because as I explained in a previous post, I too used to be accused of drifting off, heading into outer space, not relating. I remember in those times that I wanted the connection so much, and actually thought I was having one with my listener, when that was not her experience at all. I thought I was connecting all those times because I was connecting to a part of my own desire to share my interiority with someone, but not with someone as feeling subject, a real audience. i didn't even know what that would feel like for the other to really feel me. When you spend a lot of time in a bubble you get used to certain variations of feeling that are shared inside you with you and are familiar to you, and so sharing can feel like connecting, when it's not intimate, because you aren't really feeling the other person as you speak.
On the same hand, but from a different experience, being the recipient of that loquacious bubbly, and feeling that the other is not really trying to connect to you, can evoke familiar feelings of disappointment, "do I really need to be here? Why is he even sharing with me? What does he want from me?" And we might check out. In both cases, it's the reaching out to the other through describing our feelings that brings us "down here" together.
I know I identified first with James because I know the bubble, and I know the fear of exposure (and fear of being dismissed or judged). I know how much I needed to feel safe and not ridiculed when I would have to face my anxiety with my friend. I know how much it meant to me to really start to feel the feeler in another person, how much it meant to me to learn to feel safe "down here" with another person really feeling, and willing to feel, me (through herself, through her own feelings).
That sharing of how you were feeling with James, Noah, and asking him to explore what he was feeling, is the greatest gift to intimacy, to yourselves. And James, I am so grateful for your courage to share your fear with Noah. I am so happy you shared this intimacy with each other and with the blog.
Thanks Cat!
I really appreciate such a personal response to our sharing. That fear of judgment, as we've talked about before, is so pervasive. But in the past years, I've realized that my judgments are merely reflections of my own shame; and they too close of the possibility for understanding, empathy, compassion. Now, when I feel myself forming a judgment, I try to ask myself what I am ashamed of. For a long time, especially early on, I did judge James when he would get inside the bubble, but as I come to recognize that judgment as merely a byproduct of my own shame about being exposed (voicing my needs ) I begin to understand and feel compassion for that state of anxiety (I am also an extremely anxious person, just with a different mode of expression.) James and I (and all of us here) are all, I think, aiming for the same thing. I love my relationship with James because we come at almost all aspects of experience from different perspectives and styles, but we are ultimately seeking the same awareness; we speak so differently the same language. I think in this sense, we challenge each other in important ways and force each other, when we are ready, to stretch into new territory. In a sort of complimentary way, I really enjoyed you and James pushing up against each other the other day because your styles have certain and striking similarities, which seems to pose its own challenge :) What do you think?
we speak
"we speak so differently the same language."
doesn't get any more beautiful than that.
I should have said
I feel the same way about Caterina. We are also both seeking to go to the same place, we just go about or describe it differently. I think we have both struggled in the past, and perhaps still do at times, with being okay with our differences. Yet, we have been such good teachers to each other and continue to challenge and stretch ourselves through our push and pull, through which we have been able to recognize ourselves and each other more and more.
Help! I need somebody!
this is such a terrific response... it's very cool to start exploring these struggles with each other, to actually "relate" them to one another in order that we might relate. and i feel very deeply spoken to when you share these experiences of yours, which speak so clearly to struggles of mine. i sometimes have felt closed off even further (though this after a fight), when friend or family would say, "if only you had started this conversation saying this, or that, then i wouldn't have said that, or this, and then we never would have fought in the first place. next time just make sure to say these words and we'll be fine." this is an example of the kind of i said/you said exchange that i pointed to in my new post; the kind of exchange that feels totally distant from relationship. because it's NOT that i spoke a lot that closed off the relationship-- it's that i was so anxious that i needed to "put up a wall of words," as Noah puts it. that's what we need to explore! that's what makes this conversation "a revelation," as opposed to just saying, "oh, well, next time i'll speak less and leave space for you." well sheesh, that was easy. like you say here, "I know how much I needed to feel safe and not ridiculed when I would have to face my anxiety with my friend." as far as my sight goes, and what i gleaned from our conversation shared in this post, this is it right here. to "face my anxiety with my friend" in such a way that feels safe. cool cool cool. scary scary scary!
but also, your post brought up for me an experience i am trying to parse today. as you guys know, i tend to fall into fantasy (angelina, for example). and i've been feeling this really nondescript fantasy space today and recently, one in which nothing in particular happens, but just a certain feeling... and i sort of feel that my fantasy is to just bring an Other into my bubble with me, instead of popping my bubble and stepping out into relationship. perhaps all of this exciting attention and intention with helping me transcend these relational limitations of mine, is frightening me. does this feel familiar at all, Caterina? does anyone else have any associations or insights or experiences with something that seems similar? (or is this still too unclear to resonate...) i'm excited to continue being challenged and oh-so-recognized, and even more excited about the places that these particulars-- this conversation between Noah and me; these feelings of mine-- will continue to take all of us (and thus move beyond the mere particularity). i guess i'm also a bit overwhelmed (by all of this, let alone the other "stuff" going on in my life), because tonight i'm feeling daunted and distanced.
Noah and James BFF4ever!
I loved, loved, loved this dual post too. what a rare and enlightening window into a related relationship between men. It was so interesting to learn that you two could experience something so similar to my own with my dear friend Caterina. I hope you don't mind me using us as an example, Cat. I don't think you will. It's so interesting to read your response, since I immediately identified with Noah. Noah, It felt so great to read how well you articulated what you were feeling, the withdrawal, the frustration, the reaction to the wall of words. I have been there, so many times with many people. I've never heard someone describe it so clearly. For me, as Cat knows, the reaction I have is pure Mom and Sis transference, which helps take the heat off , since my ridiculous over the top reaction is not really about her, even though I have to be responsible to our relationship by communicating what's happening for me.
And it was even more beautiful how you were able to poke through and find the compassion, which ultimately created more intimacy and growth potential for you both.
And James, I continue to be blown away by how open you are to have the spotlight on you like this and to be able to take it all in as a form of nourishment. I am finally beginning to understand more about what's happening for the other person, be it you or Cat or anyone else. I didn't get it before, this desire to connect so strongly and how the anxiety makes the words bubble forth, well I guess I understood that, since I totally do that myself, but I didn't get the island/bubble thing as much before. I would just react to the words and judge, as Cat says, because I felt voiceless or unable to stop it, not understanding the other's fear and vulnerability.
thank you so much for sharing this.
bravo!
you guys are the shit.
I would write more, there's so much to say about this post, but Mom's here tonight and we gotta go to a funeral tomorrow :(
you're the shit!!
i love this! oh man... it's amazing how this works: Noah's experience has become deeply enriched by this post, camila. his experience actually feels more real, after reading your connection with it; just as you feel even a bit more clear to me, a bit closer. wow! and how super super awesome that you point to this as "a related relationship between men." i love that we are exploring so many dynamics and aspects of relationship, and ways of relating, and spaces of relationship, and so on and so on and so on. thank you !!!
no you are the shit!
thanks, I'm so glad my response enriched your connection to Noah and me.
this is really going somewhere...
Okay, now I'm really going to bed. I already tucked in Mom and my kitty cat will be waking me up bright and early, as usual.
sleep well
oh-- and the funeral. i got caught up. i'm sorry to hear that; funerals... ack, what is there to say? i've been to some rough and bizarre funerals. i hope there is a warm reception between distant members of the family; or, at least, as warm as there can be.
Camila, et al
I wanted to respond to this last night but was very tired and it was already 1:30 by the time I got into bed.
I loved reading this post of James/Noah and imagining how Camila might relate to Noah. And then to read Camila's post and see that she did. I can relate to Noah too, though in this context it is with different sorts of friendships, not the ones that are the most close to me. It takes a very self-absorbed talker to push me to the sidelines. But I have learned to harness these conversations, to let the person know I need them to focus or come "down here."
With Camila, when I was learning that flying off into space was something I used to do, and when I asked her about it, she was actually very supportive. I think I mentioned this in my previous posts, about feeling safe. Camila, I remember that you handled my "coming down" into being more related and feeling you feeling me with a lot of compassion. I think you were also relieved!
That was a profound shift for me.
I don't feel that I do this anymore. I feel much more grounded, though I do get enthusiastic and expansive still at times, but I have learned that that is also just part of how I am... but when it's an anxiety I am feeling, I am also getting more attuned to recognize that anxiety as well.
Camila has an uncanny ability to demand relatedness. She may not always say that is what she needs (it's hard to address in the midst of wanting to be present for your friend, especially when that friend is full of enthusiasm) but I experience her as really needing the speaker to relate, to connect to her audience.
Sometimes when I'm sharing something, and it takes me a while to describe it, I fear that I'm losing you, Cam. Not because you couldn't follow me but that you are looking for a more clear statement of my feeling. When I start to feel that I'm losing you I feel anxiety that you are impatient with me and so I can get even more obtuse or befuddled in telling you what I'm feeling, but your need for the feeling statement, for me to come to the ground, helps guide me.
Camila also asks really good questions. She's a great listener who asks really good questions and when I'm related these questions help me dive into the feeling sauce. i remember recently talking to her on the phone and her questions help guide me right to the heart of what I was feelings, so well that I started to feel this expanding sense of peace in my belly, almost like ecstasy.
Cammie-poo, do you have any thoughts to add to this?
NOAH, QUESTION FOR YOU AND THE GROUP
Imagine as we sit together in silence, as language slips into the background, in the same way that silence slips into the background as we speak. We know that intimacy speaks through language and through silence, provided it has been established and cultivated over time. I think we all have a sense of what intimacy is, but we don’t often speak about how it is communicated in its various forms, particularly in the silence. I am curious about what happens in those silent moments between two people, when language no longer tethers the implicit tensions within and between two people. The space is now still, and yet the energy somehow begins to take a form of its own and fill the space. I love that energy and the meanings it conveys. But what is that energy and from where does it arise? And how does it speak?
my brothers
i'm already in a teary mood. i am reading african american buddhist women's experiences; thoughts and feeling and stories from various practitioners/authors. one woman is the child of a black woman and a white man-- her paternal grandparents basically disowned her father soon after he joined the Civil Rights Movement, especially once he married a black woman. until she was eight, when her parents were divorced, she never heard about these grandparents. and then she and her brother were able to meet their loving, yet still deeply racist, grandparents for the first time. there must have been so much tension in these relationships. years later, after her grandfather had died, the author was practicing with Thich Nhat Hanh on a retreat; she "sat and breathed to connect with my granddad. 'Breathing in, granddad, I am here for you. Breathing out, I will take good care of you in me.' Soon I was in tears." she sounds like a very good student of Thay's! a few short paragraphs later she writes, of her grandfather and brother, respectively: "I think he saw something of himself in his brown grandson."
I read this and started to cry and laugh, just cry and laugh. Then images started to fly before me and I realized: I had a grandfather with the same experience. He was very unhappy when my father married a black woman; yet found it within him to celebrate his grandson's birth; and even found it within him to accept the deep connection he had with his youngest grandson (the younger of my two little brothers). And I just cried and cried and laughed. And then I realized: I've never before thought of it this way-- but this is my experience, too. I never thought of my little brothers as my brown brothers, as I sat joyfully or painfully seeing myself in them; shaking my head at their silliness or cringing at their too-too-familiar sufferings. I never thought of them as my brown brothers when tumbling on my bed being pummeled by them; or when sitting in the basement building block castles; or when watching my father re-open old wounds in these new boys. And as all of these memories and experiences, and the joy and sadness in knowing what long, unknown lives are ahead for my brothers; as all of this played before my eyes, I just laughed and laughed and cried.
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And then I read this post, and as I began moving through it, I started to smile; I heard myself saying, "...and we were looking inside..." and i heard myself saying, "Rilke brought me back to life to sing the space before each breath..." and I smiled wider... and then as I reached the final line something started to shift, and I asked the final question, "And how does it speak?" and i felt my hand resting on the cool skin of a blind woman sitting across a table from me, and just before i felt myself dissolve into our nonvisual looking inside each other's looking, i felt myself returned from that distant dream-world; i felt my head scratched by a smiling Mother-God, and just as quickly felt delivered once more to my present moment; and i felt myself sitting in the stillness of that moment forever to be found in my "new love poem," which was yet again dissolved into this place, this moment, this feeling; this full belly, and this bed littered with books and papers; this reaching and this distrust-of-self; i found myself back in my tiredness, and back in my fear... i felt loss. and i cried... and cried...
Utters Pairing's Silence
In the precious moments of deep connection with another
when the connection is so solid, I feel my feeling speaking,
and feel you feeling me, as if what I was feeling was what we
were feeling together,
soft, and there's an open unbroken feeling of gratitude
that feels like the very nature of the feeling we share.
That silence you speak of is, I think, the significance of the next line of my poem, after Under Pairing Surge:
Utters Pairing's Silence.
I love these statements and these questions:
The space is now still, and yet the energy somehow begins to take a form of its own and fill the space. I love that energy and the meanings it conveys. But what is that energy and from where does it arise? And how does it speak?
I have found that intimacy that holds and is held by the silence when desire is freed from its objects and I find that what I am looking or is right here, and my desire to look and be seen is free and unencumbered. But is this not to see the lover in the eyes of your partner, the person with whom you are speaking? Under all the objects, removed, dissolved, how they held for me some symbolic form, and that form held meaning, a real that is sought after, and all of these hold simply the desire to feel safe and open and free and welcome to be me, not me as identity, but me as I am with you in presence.
Under and through the dissolution of the objects, when I really feel you and feel you feeling me, and I know this because we've found each other over time, and we've found a language, a common language, that helps us to know we are seeing now, we know we are talking about this relationship and this connection and this feeling. We know we are not so strange to one another. We do not idealize one another (though a little that ideal and those objects will persist... but they do not obstruct the seeing or the feeling of connection, of intimacy), that is when I have felt this kind of intimacy.
We are really present.
And this reminds me of a post by Om after he sat with Noah and James and described this intimacy. Where is that post? it would be good to read again!
Because to seek to answer your question about from whence that energy arises, and what it is and how it speaks... I feel that it is consciousness itself, and nature herself, and all of this is that feeling, knowing, logos. It is who I am and who you are, under all.
For as we are embodied in bodies and embodied in thinking and feeling and in form of all these kinds, we are in relationship and relationship is form, un-forming and forming within relationship, and as form it is logos.
But what that energy is, ... is it energy?... it is! It is felt and palpable. It is the feeling of healing, the vessel of grace, it is you you you... without the fitful breaks and stops of interpretation ... in some language systems they'd call this energy the Goddess, or the embodied (relatable) form of the divine... in other language systems maybe emptiness or rigpa... but too much interpretation! I love this energy and I feel that it is present always, but not always so clear, but it is that energy associated with desire for life, to live, it is affirmative of all of our efforts at healing and rising up or coming down or coming to, turning towards intimacy.
found it, Cat!
sorry-- here
Om, thanks for bringing this up and
Cat and James for sharing. I believe I am talking about the same thing Cat has so beautifully articulated. I’ll try in my own words. I feel that in order to really know, my walls would have to be down to give a full picture. Right now, I can only get as close as I can by looking through the holes Camila has detected. Camila, just jump over the wall, I am drinking one of those delicious moccachinos right now. don’t worry, the demolition is scheduled to continue tonight and it will get easier to bring over your blanket, yoga mat, and picnic basket.
So then let me start with the looking, the sense organ that now in the silence seems to take precedence, at least for me. It is quiet, I am looking into the other’s eyes, I have been seeing the person for a while now, but words have created the intimacy in between, they bridged but also somehow distanced. This connection through presence now is much more immediate. I can feel the other. I experience an energy that flows in via the eyes down through my body and expands through my being and connects all of me and then reaches out back to the other. this energy seems to create a circle, a circuit between the two people but also within the person herself. It becomes a enveloping space that is shared through the body and mind.
I imagine this energy to be the energy that has always existed, ancient, the energy that creates. Language before language. seeing, smelling, touching and thinking to create feelings, the connection between the ego and the I creating that space where people meet without words.
It seems to sit in my bones, it seems to sit in every cell, it is in my genes and in the inbetween. It is wisdom and knowing and trust. I can sense the beauty and its power.
this is beautiful, Nadine
This connection through presence now is much more immediate. I can feel the other. I experience an energy that flows in via the eyes down through my body and expands through my being and connects all of me and then reaches out back to the other. this energy seems to create a circle, a circuit between the two people but also within the person herself. It becomes a enveloping space that is shared through the body and mind.
what shifted that brought the connection through presence into an immediacy that allow you to feel the other?
is it empathy? recognition? That language that carries you into deeper intimacy, and also distances... I love this formulation! I too feel that the shift for me occurs when I am listening within the language and through it but also under it to the feeling person, to the person who is sharing all of this, the turns and dips, the highs and lows, the questions... at some point the feeling that is creating the story, the "creator", becomes clear and the story empties out into just this recognition of the feeling.
Tonight I had dinner with a student who wanted to talk about her current relationship. It came up casually that her previous relationship ended painfully. When I asked her more about it, I felt much more feeling behind this first one being more immediately conveyed to me. We explored this earlier relationship. It became clear that she had not fully grieved the loss of the earlier relationship which felt to have given her a much more clear sense of safety and comfort. She cried... it was beautiful. We came back to her present relationship and focused on it but from a deeper place, with more recognition about where she was coming from and what she was looking for. Listening carefully (and with her openness and willingness to explore) allowed us to find the feelings under the present concerns. The restaurant disappeared. It got very quiet.. in that moment we descended together into the loss. When we came back up it was clear to me that we needed to find a way to keep the tenderness present, sew a gentle path between the feelings of loss and the present. i think we got to a more compassionate place from which to approach her present considerations.
This is not the same form of intimacy that we are talking about, but the energy felt quite beautiful. There is something in the intention to really listen, to feel with the person, to notice one's feelings too as necessary tools to go deeper into the relationship. For example, when she first brought up the loss of the first relationship, i realized that I had judged her... not judged, but wasn't considering how difficult it must have been for her to leave it. I addressed this directly with her. If i had judged myself for my lack of understanding, I wouldn't have been able to go farther. But I brought it forward. She left her last relationship because he had prostrate cancer and couldn't give her (as she said) the life she wanted, if she would want children, etc. They were engaged to be married. It turns out that it was a very difficult decision that took her two years to finally make. I wouldn't have known this if I had stopped at the assumption that she just left him because she must not have loved him enough to care for him... I challenged my assuming by considering that nonetheless she was seeking to make a decision that was right for her and knew that was important, else she end up burying her needs out of a sense of guilt. it turned out that he was her best friend. they hadn't made love in over two years because of his condition (not quite prostrate cancer, something else). The more she talked about it the more I realized how hard it had been for her to break the engagement. I could feel her loss, her sadness.
This sadness wasn't initially conveyed to me in words. it was protected. If I couldn't go their immediately with empathy it was because I wasn't aware of the whole story. Questions led us deeper. It was beautiful. when she first told me of breaking the engagement, and if i judged, she felt it. I felt her feel it and I knew I didn't want her to feel judged... i needed to explore more with her. She started to lead the conversation away from the subject but I steered it back and admitted that I was having trouble understanding. This was so cool for me. So I was also acknowledging something that she might have felt from me. That's when she went more into detail, that I learned more of the story, that we cried together.
Ahh.
CULTIVATING TRANSPARENCY: CONTINUING THE DIALOGUE
“So then let me start with the looking, the sense organ that now in the silence seems to take precedence, at least for me. It is quiet, I am looking into the other’s eyes, I have been seeing the person for a while now, but words have created the intimacy in between, they bridged but also somehow distanced. This connection through presence now is much more immediate. I can feel the other. I experience an energy that flows in via the eyes down through my body and expands through my being and connects all of me and then reaches out back to the other. this energy seems to create a circle, a circuit between the two people but also within the person herself. It becomes a enveloping space that is shared through the body and mind.” -- Nadine
“Under and through the dissolution of the objects, when I really feel you and feel you feeling me, and I know this because we've found each other over time, and we've found a language, a common language, that helps us to know we are seeing now, we know we are talking about this relationship and this connection and this feeling.” -- Caterina
These two experiences, together, address for me the energic that is constituted in embodied consciousness and which is heightened within an intersubjective space. I say intersubjective because the two individuals are sharing the space between, which is the ground of the relationship. But, more importantly, it is that space which allows for transcendence in the form of mutual understanding as felt experience. An intellectual comprehension alone will not create transcendence (a shift to a higher level of awareness). It MUST be an apprehension, a felt experience. On a psychological level, transcendence means dissolving afflictive emotions which interfere with wisdom and freedom. Wisdom is self-awareness, self-knowledge, and awareness of the ultimate nature of reality, which is that it lacks inherent, independent existence (also known as Emptiness).
The energic is that interface between the psychological (language) and the spiritual (nonconceptual) levels of awareness; yet, energy too is still on the level of matter as fields of waves and therefore lacks intrinsic, independent existence (it is impermanent, always changing). Energy is that subtle level of consciousness that feels like and informs us of (points to) our primordial interconnectedness.
But, the energy alone will not create intimacy, it allows for intimacy because it is and points to what we share. And the sharing of what and who we are shifts between what James feels with his brothers and the blind woman, Caterina’s “when I really feel you and you feeling me, and Nadine’s “enveloping space that is shared through body and mind.” All three examples constitute the same sharing of intimacy, all more subtle, but still on different levels of expression and knowing. I say subtle because all three are deeply connected to their feelings about the sharing. In other words, exchanges of energy are constant but we may not be aware of them. And it is when we’re not aware that trouble begins, when we are likely to act out, as individuals or as societies, and destruction will ALWAYS ensue.
Transparency is the clearer and clearer quality of this sharing of energy in all its forms (eg, as energy, as language, as concrete social exchange) and, most importantly, as alignment. The more aligned I am with these physical, mental, emotional, spiritual aspects of consciousness, the more transparent the sharing and the freer I will become to love and evolve.
And so, back to one of my original thoughts: “I am curious about what happens in those silent moments between two people, when language no longer tethers the implicit tensions within and between two people.”
Each “pairing” -- as Caterina calls the meeting of two bodies, minds and hearts – feels different depending on the level of intimacy achieved and dependent on how blocked the energy is because of afflictive emotions (eg, fear, shame, guilt, anxiety, anger). When I sit across from someone, the blocked energy, though always shifting, seems to aggregate around different body centers and expresses itself as slightly diffuse feelings states. And when that magic question is posed – what are you feeling? – the energy immediately shifts, either as a stronger resistance or an opening. This communication is so sweet, so immediate and brilliant in its expressiveness, that I can’t imagine how intimacy could not be achieved. Of course, it requires the openness of both individuals in that sacred space. And openness means intention, and intention is equated with karma. If my intention is to purify negative karma (afflictive emotions), the relationship will be the vehicle towards achieving that aim. But, to use the relationship most effectively and efficiently, two things must be in place: Buddhism calls it “calm abiding” and “special insight;” I call it sitting (meditation) and analysis of one’s psychological functioning (psychoanalytic inquiry). Where these two overlap, in my opinion, is when psychoanalytic inquiry reaches beyond its own confines (frames) of self-awareness and into the higher, more inclusive meanings of awareness itself, what Buddhism calls wisdom. Buddhism’s strength is on its focus on the nature of mind; its limitation is in its limited formulations on relationship.
soft probing of my object and relational evolution
Of course, it requires the openness of both individuals in that sacred space. And openness means intention, and intention is equated with karma. If my intention is to purify negative karma (afflictive emotions), the relationship will be the vehicle towards achieving that aim. --Om
What if one senses that the other has this intention, but that intention is not clearly articulated at the forefront of the other's mind? Or if it is articulated, it is done so in subtle forms, such as "I am drawn to you because I feel energized by your presence... you calm me."
I know that my intention in a current relationship is to clear the afflictive emotions that cause suffering, for me... and this also means to me to seek to help to clear the afflictive emotions that cause suffering for the other. I haven't talked about this relationship on the blog because I think i may be protecting him (and me). It feels very intimate for me, and conflictual, to share it here.
The reason for this may be that I feel some shame around my desire to heal this person and love this person. I lift up from the shame and see that everything is OK, that this person and I are free and that we're following a desire to explore an attraction to one another that has already based itself around dialogue and seeking honest communication, to the best of our disparate and culturally diverse abilities.
In my psychological inquiry, I have noticed how I can get caught up in the objectification of this person but I've been quick to descend from the objects. What is striking to me is the interface, the bridge, the real listening (on my part) that burns through all the blahblahblah and the intense sexual ribble rabble (Under Perceived Sexuality), that is made of the questions (posed actively in our encounters) and the intention towards intimacy (towards safety, awareness, knowing one's audience, kindness, friendship).
It could just be that I am wanting to ride that Harley, (object)! Future future future. Ha! But I know that it is not that (and so partially I am already burning through these objects by holding them in mind and seeing the person inside that has built them,... knowing only partially how I've built them, and learning how he's built them).
I have begun to take this "thing" (and my anxiety around openly expressing interest) and soften. He feels to me to be traumatized. I see his persona as both coming naturally from his self-creation (desire to be a good person, to be trust-worthy, to be honest, man of the working class, and a need to be himself, independent) and from an unconscious need to defend and protect himself from trauma. And not just the loss of his father at age 16. There's more in there. I do not want to tear down his walls for him. I will not do this. I am learning that it is not always the most compassionate way. But I apply my need. I press up against. He hasn't run for the hills yet.
The very fact that I am leaning towards this person is object. The fact itself.
I cannot escape this, so I can gratefully contemplate it. Why this particular object? I think it's because of what he has said to me from the beginning.... that thing about feeling calmed by me, and about feeling energized by me. In other ways and other things he's said, I've felt like he's recognizing a quality of my energy/presence that I want to bring out more, recognize more. And there are things I recognize in him that I admire ... aspects that have gone into the persona, not as a facade but as a way to meet the world as he sees it. These all feel to me to stem from a very good source, but it's going to be getting under the persona to the feeling person, to the person that is afraid (I feel his fear in my body,... it's human sized, it's BIG, but not overwhelming). If his intention is to go there too (and it may not be fully conscious yet... for example, he knows he's scared of yoga though he wants to do it!) ... then I guess this will evolve naturally as it will. In either case, it will evolve naturally as it will.
So I return, forgive me for the long-ass post, to my introspection which leads me to another object: that of my desire to help heal another person, and in so doing know for certain that that healing energy/intention/attention has a real and recognized place in our relationship. And play and light are part of this healing for me. So no matter what comes of this relationship, this is my intention and it will serve me, I feel that it already is serving me.
Another way this relationship is serving me (or I'm serving my needs through it) is in addressing my need for "follow through." it's a simple communication act... follow through when you say you're going to call ... and if you can't call, text. in some way, send a sign. I have had numerous experiences with men who do not follow through, they get afraid. I am seeing this more as a sign of their anxiety rather than a personal affront. Cool beans for me to see this. So I just reach out and call him out on it (without anger!!!) Frustration yes, but the anger belongs to the past, not the present. "Know your audience" means both "recognize the amount of dissociation that is present" and "get to know if your audience is able to handle a soft prodding."
Finally I want to say that I feel slightly embarrassed about how proud I must seem... who the fuck do i think i am to go healing someone?! What I am not expressing is how adorable I think he is already, just as he is. I'm not in love, don't get me wrong! But i do like him as a person. I do feel uncomfortable with the perceived imbalance between me and him (and I am the one who perceives it and values it and sets the weights and measures... based upon my personal experience/perspective, but also based upon my ego!!)... what I am not expressing is where and how I see the balance. I feel it, it is in a certain softness and kindness. I intuit this balance, and it is what attracts me to him. Will I feel isolated in this healer-head of mine? Or will I be recognized too? When I sense it's possible, I will open to him too ... and we'll see.
And I promise to share. ;)
"SHOVE IT"
My favorite phrase of the month! Will someone get my shovel?
In those silent moments
In that space, in the silence, there is something unknown that becomes known. It is as if you and I can see the map inside each other that led us both from there to here. That’s how it feels to me..
EMILY, I HAVE ONE PROBLEM WITH YOUR MAP
I now use GNS (Global Navigational System). Would that be a problem for us? Would you still know that I know you know I know? If not, Caterina can get us from Theah to heah.
Om
I am getting ready to bop you on the head.
Well I can't get you theah from heah
Well, I can't get you theah from heah,
but I can get us heah from heah!
I adore this post.
I adore this post.
It is such a pleasant way to interact with us, and for you, Noah and James, with each other.
James- It takes a hell of a lot to realize what you realized. To step out of being in the place where words come out, and we ignore the person they are coming out at, is one of the most important steps in any self-to-self relationship. I really applaud you for being able to do that.
I understand Om's response to your use of "recognize" but I also see why you used it in the way you did, and it was so clear to me why you used that word, and what you meant by it.
Noah- It takes fucking guts to write what you wrote. It takes honesty and comfort. When I read it, espically the begining, I was really fasinated by how well you know James, and how you were able to desribe him and removing all fear of paining him.
I am currently working on a piece for my senior work which takes on the point of view of two characters. The pages are split in the middle to capture each girl in her own mind. It is so difficult to switch my mind from one of them to the other, and to really get each of them fully. Your post gave me some more insparation and seperation for the two of them. Thanks.
Also judgment came up here ( Cat-Noah). My best friend and I go through these sort of situtations on a pretty regular basis, and I did judge her, for such a long time, and sometimes I do again, and I completely agree with Noah that it's just a reflection of myself. Learning not to judge is a concept I am just coming into right now. (Judging my self espically, which then relates to the rest of the world) I am working with being merciful ( Just the word makes me full of it - or wanting to be full of it )
OR, REGARDING YOUR POST TO NOAH AND JAMES
You said, “I understand Om's response to your use of "recognize" but I also see why you used it in the way you did, and it was so clear to me why you used that word, and what you meant by it.”
I was wondering if you can elaborate on this. How was the way James used the term “recognize” clear to you? James said,
“i trusted it and said, "i was anxious that you would recognize me." i realized that telling myself to be more present will not make me more present; we have to be more intimate than that. it must be relational all the way. he pulled me back down, and we began to ask, "what was it that kept me from being able to share? to relate? to 'converse' with Noah?" and our conversation has finally begun.”
Thanks. Love your presence, posts and participation.
recognize: acknowledge the
recognize: acknowledge the existence (or) identify (someone or something) from having encountered them before; know again
By my understanding James was not scared of being "exposed," as you said. That would mean he was scared of showing too much of himself, he would reveal to Noah what he was doing by building up the wall. Instead I think it was more that he did not choose to reveal and expose himself, and was afraid Noah would recognize that.
I don't know if I am clearly saying what I'm thinking... does it make sense?
Thank you for participating with me. It gets a little strange and is still overwhelming most of the time. But I'm getting over it. And allowing myself to enjoy rather than be scared. (and when I am scared I'm trying to enjoy that also)
circles
hey Or; this sounds to be a bit of circular reasoning!! what you seem to have here is: i fear Noah recognizing that i am putting up a wall. but why have i put up the wall in the first place? i didn't put up the wall in the fear that he might recognize that i was putting up a wall... so whether i was afraid of him realizing what i was doing is another matter, i think. what we're trying to get at is: why would i have put up the wall? what was i afraid of that i would "fly away" like that? did you see my response to Om earlier, the teeth of exposure?
"i said the anxiety was about being "recognized," and we asked further, why would that be the fear? recognizing who, or what? and i said, "my fear." that's when it hit me, that's what hurt. and that is what sounds and feels a lot more like exposure than recognition. the fear that my fear will be exposed to him, and that i will go unrecognized... oh... yeah, that is starting to sink in a little bit..."
Right: If I understand
Right: If I understand correctly, then you were afraid of being recognized for putting up a wall. And you put up a wall before you were afraid of being exposed.
am I getting it? or am I still circulating?
This, that, and everything
First off, thank you, everyone for your contributions to this conversation that have inspired me to respond (my first response).
I received an invitation from James to come to this inside-out-blog the other day and I must say that I am pleasantly surprised. Not that I was going in with negative thoughts but it was the unknown becoming known. He warned me about the daunting task of getting into the flow of things but I am going to make my foray here with this thread. It's not that terribly daunting though, just relationships (of physical bodies and minds), language, subjectivity, transcendence, emotions and being in general; a walk in the park.
After reading the initial posts of James and Noah, concerning their inability to have a fully reciprocal mental relation through linguistics as I have come to understand it, I was reminded of what Zizek said at his talk the other week. When explicating on how he will answer the crowds questions he said, “It will be more like a platonic dialog, I will talk for a long while and then you will say, 'Of course Socrates'” This raises a question, What are we suppose to get out of a linguistic relation with another mind? Is it simply just the recognition of another mind? I feel it has to be more than that, there has to be an energy as Om Effort was saying. I think though this is an important question that the “Wall” rests on. If you don't understand the meaning of a relationship it makes it quite absurd which, I think in Noah's case caused him to distance himself. I think the reason Plato and Zizek could get away with their long diatribes was because we knew what the meaning of the linguistic relationship. There are many situations where for the better part we can comprehend the meaning of a relationship such as a student and teacher. Among friends what is it that we seek in a linguistic relationship? There of course has to be a reciprocal transcendence. Does anyone else see the master/slave dialectic here?
Another issue that I see in this dialog is that of the ability, inability or unwillingness to transmigrate our subjectivity through an inter-subjective relationship. There has been constant reference to the “Wall” that most of us have in our unwillingness to expose ourselves to others; this anxiety that is created in bringing down the wall. Why is there a hesitancy or an anxiousness to obliterate this wall? Arnold and Om made a remarks that personally hit close to home, discussing their father's. My father was the same way, a concrete wall with either an inability to or unwillingness to disclose his subjective feelings. I am now seeing this wall as more like an indestructible hidden psychological linguistic switch; something that you can use, turn off if you can figure out how and its ability to censor speech, I will call it the babel switch for short. Some people don't know they have the switch on and therefore they are subjectivity locked down. Other's see the switch but cannot bear to turn it off. Other's unknowingly switch it off but then realize what happened and turn it back on. In my father's situation there was a moment when the babel switch was turned off and he tried to connect with me on a level we had previously never attempted. In was in his recent breakup with my mother. It took a catastrophic event for his switch to be unconsciously switched off. Soon enough though he realized that he had switched it off and put it back up. Ok, I am redefining the babel switch from a switch to a dimmer. My father is now slightly more open but not much than before.
Now that I have partially worked through this babel dimmer switch, I will turn down my babel dimmer quite a way and attempt to transmigrate my recent subjective situation. I was just like my father with my dimmer all the way up, my wall was fortified like Ft. Knox. It has been like this since I can remember, never coming down. I will go even as far as to say that I couldn't even connect with my inter-subjective emotions on a subjective level. My inter-subjective emotions were an alien part of me but obviously they were a phenomenon I was experiencing. I had been with a girl, she was my fiance and we broke up. One reason I believe to be the root of the cause was this damn babel dimmer. She managed to get her hand on the dimmer and slightly turn it down, but it was very slight. It was only through the trauma our our breakup that I was forced and allowed myself to turn it down. In turning it down I was reborn. This reminds me of Plato's the cave on a subjective inter-subjective level. It takes an immense act to “see the light of the sun”. Once you see the sun though your life is changed. Some people want to forget they saw the sun though. It allowed me not only to expose myself but recognize the exposure as mine.
I have to go register for this ancient philosophy conference (I think) so I am going to cut now.
-Chris
“These are my thoughts, if you don't like them, I have others.”
hello there, mister philosopher
hey chris— thanks for coming! i'm really glad to see you here, and i think you've said a whole bunch of really interesting, insightful, and provocative things in this post. i hope you don't mind that i’m also going to make a request: i need you to slow down a little bit. or to come down a little bit... or to dim down a little bit! :D
for one thing, when we were chatting the other day, i didn't mention whether this site was populated by philosophy students, so now i get to share with you that it is not :) we do all sometimes draw from various philosophies and theories and mediums in order to more clearly express ourselves to one another, when it is helpful, for example: even though i don't know who Zizek is, i find his comment very funny, and i see the way you're using it to take a look at the different sorts of "linguistic relationships" that one might find. it is true that in different contexts there are different ways of relating; though i believe that when a teacher-student relationship is at its most successful, it more closely resembles the reciprocity found in friendship than the disparity found in something like Zizek's thought, the old-school professors: I speak, you take notes.
in addition, however, we have to keep in mind that not everyone will understand or even have heard of Hegel's master/slave dialectic, for example. so for one thing, to use a complex philosophical idea here definitely requires a concise (emphasis on concise!) and accessible run-down of the idea itself. even more importantly, i think, what i believe we'd all like to know is what this might mean for you. now-- i don't personally see the master/slave working out in an intimate relationship between two friends, but i'm curious.... as a possibility, we can use master/slave as a way in, as a way closer to you. perhaps you can you give us a really quick, sketchy and approachable taste of Hegel's master/slave dialectic, and then (more significantly!!!) share why you see (or fear?) that this may enter into the relationship between friends. all of this is a lot to ask, especially considering you've just come here, but this also works as a continuation of a discussion we have on the blog (namely, how to cultivate and maintain intimate relationships across such a great distance), and so the pressure is off you-- we're all practicing and trying to figure out how to share with each other, recognize each other, be present with one another.
this moment with your father-- it seems very beautiful, yet perhaps very daunting, as well. somehow it feels like too much for both of you; this wonderful opening, in some ways, though perhaps something else, too... i'm not sure... this is just my first sense of what you have shared, and i'm not sure whether this resonates with you. i especially love the transition from the babel switch into a dimmer... there's this cool development in your post, where the idea of a switch works at first, but over time the actual experience becomes more complex, and suddenly it is neither on nor off, yet somehow shifting from one to the other. and the consciousness or unconsciousness of the switch. i'm definitely interested in the experience of a conscious turning-off of the switch... a dismantling of the wall... is it merely a decision to dismantle the wall, to lower the dimmer; or are we able to do so and open up more fully to relationship through other means? for example: getting in touch with our feelings, and thus recognizing our experiences of others with more clarity, and learning to better express ourselves to and be present with others; practicing in the context of intimate relationships, so that we are not flipping the switch and then being intimate, but learning to lower the dial through practice... and so on.
WELCOME TO THE BLOCK, CHRIS
I get very excited when someone new stops by. Hope you’ll stay a while. The first thing I want to share is how much I appreciate your willingness to dive right in. You obviously love stimulation, so we’ll give it to you. Everyone here who knows me knows how important it is for me to understand the other’s meanings. And so, to that end, I might ask someone to define their terms, especially when those terms have the potential for misinterpretation, misunderstanding and untethered abstraction. So, I’d like to take a walk with you through your thoughtful and most enjoyable post so that you might help me understand your meanings. Otherwise, I’ll be responding more to me (my meanings) than to you.
“After reading the initial posts of James and Noah, concerning their inability to have a fully reciprocal mental relation through linguistics as I have come to understand it, I was reminded of what Zizek said at his talk the other week.”
What is a “mental relation through linguistics?” And please give me a background to YOUR “Zizek.” I love the reference. I’m curious, why was Zizek compelling to you as a reference?
“When explicating on how he will answer the crowd’s questions he said, “It will be more like a platonic dialog, I will talk for a long while and then you will say, 'Of course Socrates'” This raises a question, What are we suppose to get out of a linguistic relation with another mind? Is it simply just the recognition of another mind? I feel it has to be more than that, there has to be an energy as Om was saying.”
I love these two questions and would appreciate your elaboration on them. For example, what is a “linguistic relation with another mind?” What is language in this context? And, what does it mean to “recognize” another mind? Can energy be included in that recognition, as Or might suggest?
“ I think though this is an important question that the “Wall” rests on. If you don't understand the meaning of a relationship it makes it quite absurd which, I think in Noah's case caused him to distance himself.”
It seems to be that Noah did the opposite; he pushed up against James and challenged his behavior, which had a direct impact on their relating. It’s true that misunderstanding potentially lead to absurd perceptions, interpretations and conclusions. But, how do we understand the meaning of relationship? Is the role we are assigned – for example, teacher/student – give meaning to the relationship other than the superficial signs (labels) ascribed to them? If so, what are those meanings?
“I think the reason Plato and Zizek could get away with their long diatribes was because we knew the meaning of the linguistic relationship. There are many situations where for the better part we can comprehend the meaning of a relationship such as a student and teacher. Among friends what is it that we seek in a linguistic relationship?”
Please help me understand “linguistic relationship.” You didn’t mention emotions and the role they play. What do they mean for you regarding relationship?
“There of course has to be a reciprocal transcendence. Does anyone else see the master/slave dialectic here?”
The master-slave dialectic is one of my favorite philosophical formulations and in many ways led to the theories of intersubjectivity. What was most brilliant for me was Hegel’s recognition of development (evolution). But, what do you mean by “reciprocal transcendence?”
“Another issue that I see in this dialog is that of the ability, inability or unwillingness to transmigrate our subjectivity through an inter-subjective relationship. There has been constant reference to the “Wall” that most of us have in our unwillingness to expose ourselves to others; this anxiety that is created in bringing down the wall.”
Yes, this is true. How to transcend one’s psychology and the fatedness engendered in history. What’s your take on it? I very much like how you identified your father (as well as Arnold’s and my father) as informing and forming your thought process regarding relationship and, specifically, intimacy.
There’s so much more in your post that I will leave for later. I’ve already inundated you with questions. Look forward to your response.
Slave/Master
Slave/Master relationship. That is what I had in mind, and could not find the words for it. It's fucked up though, because one is one's slave and the other is one's master, but the slave is the master of the master and the master is the slave of the slave. Thanks for nailing that- especially on your first post..!
To comment back on the intimacy and silence and language of bodies/energies: Om said, "But, the energy alone will not create intimacy, it allows for intimacy because it is and points to what we share. "
If I completely understand what you're saying by this then I agree with you. I think the energy allows for the sharing, but also creates the sharing. I think our being creates the emotional, and the energy our being is made of creates the opproutinity to create the emotional and transfer it to the other person.
It's also our exchange of dna which helps us feel / understand the other's feelings.
OR, ENERGY AND INTENTION
"I think the energy allows for the sharing, but also creates the sharing. I think our being creates the emotional, and the energy our being is made of creates the opportunity to create the emotional and transfer it to the other person."
I'm having a bit of difficulty with this. What do you mean by "being?" I'd be a bit careful with saying that energy creates the sharing, only because it is too broad. Do you mean energy as manifested intention in individual consciousness? Then I would agree.
I said, "But, the energy alone will not create intimacy, it allows for intimacy because it is and points to what we share." What I meant was that consciousness, in its manifested energic field, allows for intimacy because it means the individual is alive (exists/is) in her embodied state. However, without intention and awareness (cognizance), in the manifested form of language (communication), intimacy will not be created. Shared consciousness alone is not intimacy. Intimacy as a specific type of sharing requires intention.
We are saying the same
We are saying the same thing. You are just more articulate with yours.
By being I mean our full selves (which encompasses everything we are made of)
And yes of course shared consciousness alone is not intimacy. It is only the begining stage to it.
FEAR AND INTIMACY
I had dinner with my dear friend tonight and we were discussing (of course :) intimacy. She shared that when we get close she gets frightened. We explored the meaning of her fear and she expressed that, if I “really” knew her, I would leave the relationship. Now, what made this most interesting is that in this fantasy she seemed to leave herself out of the relationship. I asked what role she would have in me leaving and she couldn’t answer. I suggested that she is as responsible to the relationship as I am. I said that I knew she would never leave me, and she asked how I could know that. I responded, “Because I wouldn’t let you leave, I would fight for you.”
You see, if we have a relationship which speaks its terms from its inception in ongoing, explicit and consistent ways, there will be no surprises. This is why I advocate for an active intimacy, an on-going mutual sharing that is built into the relationship in the same way that eating, sleeping and shitting (and sitting, James) are built into our daily lives. When I openly share this, I not infrequently get the retort that it’s too much work or draining. And my response is, “No, what’s draining is the resistance to relating, not the act of relating.” But, then again, I’m not completely correct. In fact, it is exhausting if one is not cultivating self-awareness, if one doesn’t value and privilege feelings as vital to life as breathing. I argue that introspection, which involves accessing one’s feeling, is psychic oxygen. I can only speak for myself and my worldview when I say that my failure to actively access my feelings is draining and causes me suffering. Whenever I do access my feelings, irrespective of what those feelings are, I might feel an acute discomfort but I am free from suffering. It is the very act in my awareness that brings me joy, the joy in knowing I am self-aware and how rare that is. Thus, my gratitude overrides any discomfort that interacting with the world surround causes.
And so I am sitting there with my friend, who is thinking deeply about our conversation, as we both shift from words to silence to eyes gazing in the looking inside the looking, and the fear dissolves as clarity and even sadness fill the room. After some time, my friend says she’s rethinking about the word “commitment.” Commitment is not really about the length of time we will be together, but rather about the depth of intimacy we will share in real, authentic, consistent, honest and open terms.
OM, I love this post
I can read it again and again. Love the "psychic oxygen" of introspection.
I am resonating most with this sentence:
You see, if we have a relationship which speaks its terms from its inception in ongoing, explicit and consistent ways, there will be no surprises. This is why I advocate for an active intimacy, an on-going mutual sharing that is built into the relationship in the same way that eating, sleeping and shitting (and sitting, James) are built into our daily lives.
To cultivate intimacy is to take a shit.
I am so happy.
I wish everyone could
I wish everyone could understand that though actively accessing our feelings is draining, it is worth it, and brings joy. And Yeah, you make a great point about relationships being in it the way we are in our daily lives, "eating sleeping and shitting" but we also need to remember not everyone know how to do that.
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