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Chewing

chewing and cribbing

i’ve been thinking about a lot of different things lately. i’ve been thinking about returning to college, and beginning to prepare for the next stage in my academic career; i’ve been thinking about empathy, my growth and my stagnation; i’ve been thinking about my lousy tennis game and the ways i can improve it; i’ve been thinking about the folks on the blog: some have left us – at least for now – as their journeys take them to new places, some have recently returned after traveling somewhere new, and some are always here, even if only reading, thinking, sending out love – it’s good to see ya’ll (welcome back, Emily! beautiful post.) –, and i’ve been thinking about this funny goat i met in Nepal while leaving a Temple i visited.

 

but over the last two days i’ve mostly been thinking about home. see, i had dinner last night at a place called “Café Himalaya.” i had just finished watching a film at the Rubin Museum of Art, and I was very seriously craving dal bhat, the dish i ate twice a day most days in Nepal – rice, lentil soup, curried veggies. i called up my friend and asked him to check the internet for a Nepali restaurant in the city, and sure enough down there on the lower east side is Tibetan and Nepali cuisine at Café Himalaya. i ran in and asked for dal bhat, and the man there immediately figured i’d been to Nepal. my love for Nepal came to me through that spicy and delicious meal; on the way home i thought about my time there, and how comfortable i felt even in some difficult moments. i thought about the tough decisions, and the tough feelings. i thought about the people i’d met, and the food i ate. i felt clearly that what made my stay in Nepal so beautiful was that i was at home. from the moment i arrived in Nepal – not the minute my plane landed, but the moment, two days later, when i really arrived in Nepal – i was at home.

 

from the moment i napped off my exhaustion on Martha’s Vineyard, i was at home. by the second night i felt i had been living in that home with that group for months. i felt i’d known them all far longer than i have. and, of course, it didn’t hurt that we had great food.

 

i am at home here in this little apartment, where all i can see from my windows are the buildings ten feet away on either side. i’m at home – you can tell by the haphazard way my clothes and books and musical instruments are tossed about. you can i'm tell at home when you see the love with which i patch up my well worn old blanky, and the joy with which i return to it after all of my journeys. you can tell i’m at home by the way i think in this place…

 

new york city is also my home. when i’m returning from a trip, even while i’m at home off in some other place, there is this burning in me, this anticipation for this city. anticipation for its streets, its people; anticipation for classes, my professors and classmates, and for my job; anticipation for the relationships i’ve created here in this city, and for the parks and restaurants and buildings where i spend my time; anticipation for new york’s sounds. i’m at home in new york. at home in new york even while i’m at home lying on a rocky beach far, far South with a young Ecuadorian girl named Sandra, looking across at the single most gorgeous landscape i’ve yet to see on this planet, watching the seals roll around and a lone penguin dart across the shore, learning to say parts of the face in Spanish.

 

and perhaps i’ve never been more at home than when, yes, looking at Eva with her.

 

how beautiful to feel so at home while chewing on a dish from a country in which i spent less than a month, to feel so proud and so yes-gifted, and even so very recognized just to see a flicker of Kathmandu in a coming attraction and realize, “Ah, that is Durbar Square.”

 

i feel at home sharing something even as comically grandiose as this with all of you; but even cooler than that, i feel at home sharing the sort of thing i shared the other night – my struggles, my limitations, my contradictions, my passions, my decisions. in addition to saying thank you, i am also saying that for me, an important part of empathy-building is a recognition and celebration of home. not home the place, as it could have appeared i meant towards the beginning of this post, but home the feeling. sometimes i feel at home when i am alone, but i never feel at home when i feel isolated; sometimes i do not feel at home even when with others, but i always feel at home when i feel connected. and so, as i mentioned, thank you everyone, for keeping that connection with me over all of our time together.

 

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to continue my response to Om from this week: when i am feeling bogged down and stuck in one way or another, i do not expect to overcome my struggles in isolation, but i also do not expect to overcome them without a determination built on my own faith. if i feel unsafe, i must honor that; i cannot afford anymore to leave it at that, to leave my fear unchallenged, but i can afford even less to fall into the trap of dismissing that fear for what looks like a higher purpose. the truth is that i am strong and stable enough now to be able to risk looking that fear in the eyes, even if it means retreating, withdrawing, regressing for a time. it’s pretty frightening, after all. is making the decision to do so complacency? not for me. is making the decision to withdraw, when i know that it isn’t ultimately me but in fact my fear making the decision, irresponsible? surely, but i am not a Buddha, and i am going to be irresponsible from time to time. if we must sometimes regress to progress, this is certainly an occasion fitting of that description. because empathy is about intimacy and not about being right, i can have confidence in my decisions, even if they appear foolish or questionable to my intellect, and even if they seem to distance me from my path. basically: i’ll get there, and it doesn’t have to be tonight; i'll get (h)Om.

james has faith.  that

james has faith.  that he'll get there.  i have faith you'll get there too.  and the goat?  it's just along for the ride.

 

sharing is some way to empathy for others and for ourselves, because we must trust that other person will want to do the empathetic dance with us.

 

glad to hear you feel at home.

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HOME ON THE RANGE

 

Home is such a beautiful metaphor for that space from which truth arises, that is, from one’s direct experience.  At home, I find my center.  At home, I Am.  James calls home “the feeling.”  And it is feeling that IS experience.  It is feeling that awakens awareness.  It is feeling that bridges emotional ties, that creates relationship.  And, in turn, it is relationship that forms and informs feeling.  We can think and talk about relationship (and quite proficiently) all we want; but without feeling, relationship is an abstraction, and isolation a certainty.  But, home is also a paradox, because you can’t have a home without relationship.  You might have a box that protects you from the reach of others but it won’t be home.  Only feeling emerging from the empathic attunement of relationship can truly be called home.  There’s no way around it folks, relationship aligns self to the world as well as to itself as a center of consciousness.  And so, to strengthen that sense of self in preparation for love and self-realization, we must learn how to use relationship.  We might learn how to use relationship from the natural order of parental nurturance or, if there was massive empathic failure on the part of the parents, through the reparative function of the therapeutic relationship.  Either way, relationship is the vehicle that enables us to find home as we return again and again from experience to experience. 

Turn into habits and you don't get home

 

Today, I am thinking about habits.   But I don’t want to think about habits, I want to know them and recognize them and put them to sleep so they will stop running around controlling my life.   I fall into habits and old patterns before I am aware that I am running on automatic.   When I see what I am doing, it stings before I appreciate that the sting is awakening me.   I feel badly for a moment because it is my habit to try to be a certain way: to fit myself into a role or image that I create for myself of who I want to be.  The role is not the truth, but an invention.  I live beneath the masks.  Right now, I am thinking about my habits as mother.  I see that the role is limited, especially now, when there are no children who need a mother in the ways that they did when they could not care for themselves.  At times, I rely on my old ways of relating.  This only causes me pain and enforces old habits...  I do not always know myself, since I have never been here before.  I have to learn to be a friend to those I mothered, to ask to be of service and offer support in a gentle, non-obtrusive way.   I can say that my intentions are always good – of course, I want those I love to be happy and free from suffering; but I am also being selfish by wanting to end their suffering so that I can end mine.  When I tie my suffering to theirs, I am of no use as a friend; for I want to ease their suffering when it is not up to me and it is not about me.  I beat myself up a little – which is another pattern.  I start to think about how I wish I had done some thing differently, been more insightful, but that line of thinking is also habit; just another way for me to avoid stepping into the truth of the here and now.  I used to think I could reach a place in my life where there was only clarity and stability.  I used to think that the aspects of myself that caused me pain would just go away.  But I am who I am and must accept who I am and take, even my craziness, into my heart and use it to grow.  Whenever I think I know the answer, whenever I think I am standing in a place of solid ground, the earth moves.   It’s not a bad thing: it is just the way it is.   The danger is when I forget this.   Then I fall asleep while thinking I am awake.

EMILY AND I

 

 

Today I am thinking about Emily.  And that’s no habit, though I do make it a habit to think about Emily, because I love and care about her.  And so it is.  So, habits are not always bad.  In fact, they are necessary.  We call them discipline.  The difference is of course is that these-- what Buddhists call, virtuous—habits are fully conscious and engendered in mindfulness and earnestness.  Lovingkindness, for example, is a great habit.  Or waking up everyday saying, I am grateful to be alive so that I can cultivate compassion for all beings without exception.  Or, my greatest habit: sitting. 

 

Emily, I’d like to ask you to do something for me.  Read your most remarkable post again (Turn into habits and you don't get home) – I love this title!!!—and everywhere you used the word `I,’ use “mind.”  Camila once asked me why I used mind in my post and this is why: using the possessive `I’ makes us very possessive and susceptible to self-centeredness and self-devaluation.  Not intentionally, of course, but it just happens, like a habit.  For example,

 

“Mind falls into habits and old patterns before it is aware that it is running on automatic.   When mind sees what it is doing, it stings before it appreciates that the sting is awakening awareness.   Mind feels badly for a moment because it is its habit to try to be a certain way: to fit itself into a role or image that it creates for itself of who it want to be.”

 

Is this not cool?  You can immediately feel the difference and disidentify with the silliness that mind engages in.  I love Emily, and so does mind, even if it has a mind of its own. 

 

Changing words: yours and mind

 


Om, I see what you are saying, about changing the word I to mind. I see how the shift changes the tone, creates distance between the mind and the I.   However, I am delighted to say, “I am not so sure about this.”  As a way of looking at the what I am saying from a different perspective: yes, I understand; I see.  But as for the telling of my story, I carries it.    For me the I is what makes it personal – not in the way that I am attached to any of the ways of being I  that I describe, not as a way of being or falling into self-centeredness, but as a way of communicating.  To me, the I is what makes the post real, personal.  It allows me to get close to myself in order to share myself and my masks.  The I has to embody itself, stand outside itself, sit with self, look inside, out, and around itself.   The substitution of mind for I, feels to me like taking the personal story and making it into a theory, which is OK – but I need to share in this way.  Perhaps it is the writer in me – the one who depends on a narrator, a voice that draws others close, and me closer to myself.   When I substitute mind for I, I do not know who I am talking to and I feel pushed back from myself.   It is the getting close to the I that allows me to push it into the light.  Does this make sense?

EMILY: OUT OF MY MINE

Your response is great and helps me make clearer the objective of my "exercise."  Exercise was really the point, not to change your narrative.  Exercise suggests bringing the substitution of mind for I into your practice, internally, not necessarily on the blog.  And so, I wasn't suggesting that you physically change anything, just your mind :)))))))))))))))))))

I take what is yours

and make it mine.  I did not understand at first, but now my mind gets it.

I THINK WE NEED MORE ANGELS

I was listening to James' new song (`In God's Name') and started thinking about angels.  Next Monday is the anniversary of my son's death.  He would have been 7.  How strange to think of what my life would have looked like, how it would have unfolded if he had lived.  But, he's an angel now and because he left us unborn I feel a little bit of angel in me.  And my dear friend who, it seemed out of the blue, nursed me back to some very beautiful yoga in the green and lush Berkshire mountains.  She too was an angel.  I think my life has been full with angels, those messengers and guardians of spiritual imagination or, as Rilke conveyed, the poet's confrontation with "the fundamental mystery" of existence.  The poet is overwhelmed by the angel’s more powerful being-- or, I would say, her own powerful emotions in the recognition of how mysterious life appears to be-- and it is the power of those emotions that can almost annihilate us, in both suffering and bliss. I also think of Obama and the inspiration, the breathing in to us a sense of hope, through his challenge to the collective consciousness to transcend an old, very dangerous worldview rife with division, greed and violence.  He is but one angel I might say who walks closer to nondual awareness than most other politicians before.  Of course, this will be tested and resisted but the wings are open before us.  So, tonight I just wanted to acknowledge all the old and new angels in my life who remind me that I'm grateful to be alive so that I can cultivate compassion for all beings without exception.

 

 

Haven of Faith    

 

During last summer

when I came up

to the mountains

and house

and lake

and you --to bathe

my lacerated thoughts

and heart

and their violent eruptions

and deaths

over and again

from two years

before

when my son

left me

to be unborn forever--


we would wade

in the cold afternoon lake

under

the lowered mountain sun

and sky

or row your father's boat

with its broken oars

aged

and tired

and half-willed

to cast new wakes

 

like your aging father

who wondered

how much longer

his wheel-barrow

would wheel

and carry

the newly cut birch logs

under his still burly arms;

 

 

but the oars

and our faith

got us across the lake

to another shore

where the wheeling

of wheel-barrows

unborn children

and fathers

fearful of aging

and so in our thoughts lost

fell silent

to time

and loss

in the traceless

and trackless

movement of our bodies

bearing down

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under the quickening sky

under the green leaves

of Berkshire oaks

darkening

in a lingering heat

under the late afternoon sun

melting

into the red hue of your hair

scraping the ground

scratching

the numbness of my grief

climbing into you

into the lake of your dreams

into the rapture

of your body's wakes

where no thoughts

of aging

and dying

and loss

would ever dare to enter.

Om - rowing on your lake

 

I rowed on your lake this morning and saw the reflection of heart and heart’s joys and sorrows swimming on the surface of light.  Thank you for sharing your broken and mended heart.   I think of you, of that time in your life when you lost your son and of other loses that you have mentioned.  I think of you in the midst of your sorrow and I think of you transforming your wounds into love.  Life is so beautiful and not always easy.  Sometimes it is so hard that I feel as if I am running up a hill that never ends.   And then, when  I give up running and just go at a simpler pace the hill is less arduous. The hill is just the hill.  It is me who is making it more difficult than it has to be.  I feel all your losses and I hold them gently along with your widening and continuous joy.  I think it is how we accept our losses, how we share them, how we transform them, that makes us alive; makes us fully human.  It is a  beautiful morning.   A cool breeze is floating in my window as I face the day.  I think of your unborn son as an angel among us.  He floats with all of human possibility.

 

Last night, I finalized plans for Arnold and I to go on retreat with Norm Fisher in December.   It took me so long to click the button to send my payment.   For so many years, I thought only of going on vacations with my children – to open the world to them, to open my eyes to the world through theirs, to share all that I had with them.   It was an odd feeling to plan something that was once again, only for Arnold and me.  There is a bitter sweetness to this new living.  I am working on the “bittersweet” part, which is just a way of holding on to a time of life.  This is where renunciation plays its part   Everything that is here right now is here because of what came before. I don’t need to hold onto to anything because everything is here.  I like glancing back as a way to recreate part of my life: to see and feel and taste the memories; to weave the story with new understanding; to temporarily cradle the air of the past.  I am here now.  I am rowing with you on quiet water – no huge swells right now, no horrendous storms; a stillness within.  I weep still – but it is, as I said in a previous post – just tears of feelings.  Just feeling that this body, this vessel of mine, cannot always hold the enormity of what I feel, so I let it trickle out like a small waterfall dropping into a gentle pond.  I love my tears.  I love that I love.

Om

 Om, You are an angle of all beings. You can reach down into the noise, the pain and confusion in the life of anyone and teach them how to find the compassion to heal from within and the compassion to cultivate love for all beings. Your life would have unfolding into a different picture for sure but the essence would have been the same. A wise friend once told me this to be true.

James

Can you share the words of your new song, In God’s Name? I ask this because you are always so careful with the words you choose to use to express yourself in your songs. Knowing this gives us a deeper peak inside your experience when listening to the song. I enjoyed this new song, but I am missing something and I can’t quiet pick up on it yet. 

EMILY AND MEGAN, THANK YOU

 

 

Loss is really the miracle, the angel, I think.  For it is the deepest feeling and only way to dislodge our hanging onto the things of this world.  We are so easily fooled by the beautiful forms we behold as loved ones and love objects.  Our senses become intoxicated with the feel of it all; how can mind resist?  This is my son, his little fingers and toes, the glittering eyes and soft fragrance of skin and breath.  This is my lover bathing me in her presence; and my sister sharing her inner world with me.  These are my parents who created me and sacrificed it seems everything to raise me.  This is the landscape, the music, the words, the mystery of my longing dancing across the events of my life.  How can I let them go, how can I not crave, grasp and cling to them?  This is the miracle: that all these things we cherish, especially ourselves, will one day fade and disappear from this world.  Why is this the miracle?  Why is this the angel?

 

I am holding my dear Nico, Caitlin and Rich’s son, in my arms; I feel my heart completely wrapping itself around him and, as my eyes close, my love is released as if from the most fragrant flower.  There is a moment when I never want to let go, when I want to hold this boy in my arms forever.  And I think of starting over again and having another child and the joy is quickly washed over by the thought that time is quickly moving, that soon enough I will be old and the life I have come to know ending.  This thought would never consciously enter my mind even ten years ago.  And the thought is accompanied by a profound sadness.  And mind eases into this sadness as it readily sees that the sadness and anticipated loss is nothing more than the memory of pain which points to a time when this `I’ had a self-existent identity.  This ignorance of self-existence was my angel of death.  But, something was wrong with this belief, I thought.  Something very deep within would not have it and the depression I suffered as a child and young adult was the signal that there was a deeper truth.  And each loss slowly and excruciatingly dismantled mind’s stubborn clinging and grasping for permanence until the most painful loss of all annihilated the last lingering hope.  And I finally surrendered.  Om mani padme hum.  And an angel carried me away and his name was Loss.  It was loss all the time calling to me from the wave, entreating me to let go.  I just couldn’t hear, fear obscured my listening. 

 

When the veil of fear is lifted, all will be revealed.  So, now I see loss around me, everywhere and all the time.  It is called change, impermanence.   Not a moment passes without a reminder.  But, I am no longer frightened.  Even when memories arise and sting me, mind refuses to hold them too long.  There’s nothing left to hold.  Body reacts, brain reacts and I react all the time, yet knowing that I am nothing more than a name and form moving throughout this life, suffering and loving and observing what mind is up to.  Rilke  would seek it in the wind and trees and things and that's beautiful; but I have found the angels a little bit closer, in change itself, and for a moment, suffering ceased.

UNDERSTANDING AND THE EXPLICATE ORDER OF RELATIONSHIP

 

 

Sorry for the weighty title.  It sounds more abstract than it is, really.  I’m only trying to make some connections between home as feeling and feeling as both the scaffolding of relationship and its development one of the effects of relationship.  I’m also trying to share my views on relating as the function of relationship and how two aspects of consciousness within the context of relationship, what is implicit and what is explicit, are both true, meaningful and significant in relationship.  As a result, what is messy, ambiguous, and frustrating in relationship, ie, the relating, is necessary and an essential part of the development of self in relationship. 

 

Let me get the implicit out of the way first, because it’s not relevant here.  Simply, the implicate order of relationship is emptiness, the very ground of all reality.  Thus, in relationship, as in the universe, all things are encompassed: structures (physical or mental), abstractions (philosophical notions/ explanations/ interpretations) and processes (unfolding patterns), including processes that result in relatively stable structures as well as those that involve the transformation of structures or things. The implication of the implicate order is that nothing is entirely permanent, separate or autonomous.

 

It is in the explicate order of relationship that the fun begins (at least for me), and the messiness.  In the explicate order of relationship, we focus on our separateness, individuality, uniquity and autonomy.  Therefore, the subject and object; subject and subject; and subject as subject all are the emphasis of experience.  But, this is where relating becomes so difficult and understanding a complex process.  We have to constantly read each other and catch each other taking flight from the basic facticity of relationship, the difficulty of it.  We have to keep a close eye on the ruptures, breaks and irregularities.  We act and engage in a kind of repetitiveness that is always moving forward, even in regression.  And what the individual repeats is what she produces, and it is that production that is always seeking meaning.  But, this is where the difficulty is.  We need relationship to tease out and distill that meaning but relationship is composed of two different meanings.  And further, the individuals composing relationship are either ignorant of what relationship is and how it works and/or are resistant and repugnant to the innate difficulties that relationship presents; that is, the difficulty of understanding each other’s meanings. 

 

For example, I’m always impressed with just how frustrated and angry people get when they feel misunderstood by me.  I say, well, of course you’re going to be misunderstood by me, we’re two separate beings with two separate meanings!  That’s the good and bad news.  Bad because I’m infinitely frustrating; good because the potential for the very transformation I mentioned earlier is increased by moving through the process from separate meanings to shared meaning. 

 

This is what I think is most important: the willingness on the part of both partners to stay open to completing the process of understanding (which is the keystone to freedom and release from suffering) BY understanding that relating – the vehicle of relationship-- is innately difficult and rife with potholes, mine fields, and traps.  Sounds good, but it is a very delicate and ostensibly risky process.  Why? Because of the potential for impasse and re-enactments of old relationship failures and ruptures that were never acknowledged or repaired.  The result: narcissistic injury in the form of shame, anger and isolation.  You could see why empathy is so critical to the success of relationship and one’s development.  You could also see why cultivating self-awareness brings relationship and therefore empathy into sharp relief.  You can also see why understanding feelings as the portal to needs are essential to cultivating self-awareness which, in turn, strengthens empathy and solidifies the trust necessary for relationship and relating to function in a healthy, mutually rewarding way.  This is the psychological web of interconnectedness weaving itself into love, compassion, joy and equanimity as it makes itself a home. 

James

I love you story of home.  I love it.  It reminds me.  It nudges me to open my eyes to what is my life: the sights and sounds; the home inside me.  Your photograph does that for me too.  The goat is so present.  At first I just glanced at him, but I kept being pulled back.  The goat is just there, looking at me, calling me to look at him and he brings me home.  I feel myself standing a few feet away, breathless as we acknowledge the presence of each other.  Just that.  Nothing else required.  I want to live like this.  I want to stand before everything like thist.  I want to see.

 

Thanks for the book recommendation.   I know that book has been floating in the house for several years.   I think Arnold read it once, but I didn't.   I hope I can find it.  Here, in my home - things migrate in and out. 

 

A huge hug for you.  At home.  Wherever you are.

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Nico my friend

Hello, how are you today? 

hey, megan, sorry i didn't

hey, megan, sorry i didn't respond earlier, but i have been really busy at work and really busy at home too.  i am trying to catch up on all the post traffic for the past few days but i am afraid it will take some time.

 

otherwise, i feel stable and somewhat courageous and confident.  on the streets i am always aware and ready to stand up for what is right.  just today i saw a car try to bully a cyclist father with his kid in a little baby carrier.  it made me so mad because the cyclist was in the right and the car got really close to the carrier and then a uniformed officer of some sort started talking down and threatening the father to get off the road.  i witnessed the whole thing and even got involved, telling the officer he was in the wrong.  he drove away angry. but i was so mad i want to call 911 and have him arrested to threatening a father and his kid with his car.  somehow this guy just wanted to randomly excert his power over somebody else.  i figure he is a bully.

 

i wonder what my anger and willingless to engage means to me.  i suspect a sense of empowerment and drive to right what was done wrong to me long ago.  other than that, last weekend i went to robert moses beach and suffered the swarms of biting flies of the season.  now their little  bites have me scratching all over, and coupled with the hives of my allergies, i am a very itchy man.  maybe that's where the anger comes from.

 

but enough about me, how are you?  how are you feeling?

Busy Nico

Nice to hear from you, sometimes busy is good for the soul, does a nice little mental shift and gives you a new perspective.  It  is so hard to catch-up sometimes, I understand, I’ve come back before and been like where to start, where to start.  I just wanted to say hi and let you know I was thinking about you. I had been reading along here and there on my Treo over the weekend, but when I got home I was able to sit down and re-read everything and see all these new hidden jewels in the words and I was feeling so happy and grateful to come home to all these wonderful thoughts that help focus my practice and help spark some additional ideas and thought within myself were right here waiting for me.  I wanted to reach out and hug you all.

 

Glad you are standing up for others; I’ve always felt that cyclist are treated carelessly in this city. It is especially scary that this cyclist had his child with him during this encounter.  I personally have a button when it comes to children in danger of course, so I might have acted in the same way.  I agree that your anger and willingness to engage is drive to right was done wrong to you long ago. I know this well; I have a dear friend that fights this battle daily and it pains me to see him suffer this way.  I call him captain justice. His need to judge and correct and many times crosses the line of helping and becomes rude and outrageous. He identifies with anyone that is being viticimized. His heart bleeds for the victims of the world at large, for the poor and hungry in Africa for the mentally ill and homeless on our city streets to the obese children who he feels are being taught to eat poorly by their parents. His pain and compassion for so many actually paralyzes him from being able to take action. Instead he judges and acts rude toward people that he feels should be corrected.  It drives me nuts so I can’t imagine how bad he must be feeling to continually be stuck in this trap.  How wonderful that you are aware enough in your own thoughts and  habits to see that your drive is actually attempting to master you memory of pain.  I imagine there is still a way to help, to show empathy and compassion towards that cyclist and to say something to the officer and even make a compliant to 311 that he is not conducting himself in the manner of which he should without adversely affecting your own well being/mood.

 

There is the positive thinking course at the yoga center I attend. A guy in one of my classes told me that they give you little assignments for the week to help you think positively; the first one being to do something nice for a certain number of people a day (I think it is 12).  He said it is amazing how quickly doing or saying something nice becomes a habit and becomes integrated into your life. I’ve been told it takes 21 days to break or create a new habit. 21 days doesn’t seem so long. It seems more doable than forever. I recently thought about trying it. I’ve thought about putting an old fashion calendar with boxes on my fridge, like my sister does for her children’s chores. Everyday you get a check for sitting, for writing, for loving, for being positive. Maybe this is all we need to remind us to practice and 21 days later we’ve got some great new habits formed.    I’m feeling good, a bit chatty which usually means I am nervously anticipating something. And that is my whole family in town this weekend for a wedding. I made a choice today to book a hotel room. I am going to make a little retreat out of it and I’m looking forward to not getting caught up in too much stress. I’m also really excited cause I just finalized some details to go to the Catskills next weekend to a yoga ranch, I’m a little nervous about the intensity of the meditation/yoga program and not getting enough food but I am really looking forward to the experience. 

 

Sorry to hear about your bug bites. Try some vinegar it should help sooth some of that itchiness.  Last resort take one ice cube and roll it over the itchy areas slowly. 

 

 

 

megan, how was your hotel

megan, how was your hotel getaway last weekend?  did it work to help you manage your nervousness?

i always think of doing something like that but i never do.  i would really like to do the waldorf (if i made some extra cash by some chance), or (on the other end) one of these road side motels in astoria.  one in particular (the one next to jackson hole in astoria), i read, is a stop over for african refugees on their way to a new life somewhere in the midwest.  it fascinates me somehow.

anyway, just wanted to say hello, maybe get the flow on the blog flowing again.

Nico, It did help

 Hi Nico, Thanks for calling me out, I'm here, I didn't have a computer with me this weekend.  The hotel did help and was nice to have the option to get away and have some time to myself. I didn't get as much time at the hotel as I wanted (was coming back at 1 and 2am in the mornings) but I liked waking up in my own space, being able to eat, sit and get ready and start the day calmly. I only lost my patience once and a friend made me laugh and snap right back out of it which was really nice.  I enjoyed my family more because I felt like I wasn't held so captive, having the hotel was like my safety blanket.  Now that everyone has already had 2 months to grieve we are more comfortable sharing our feelings. One of my Uncles who I've always been close with cried to me twice and told me how proud he is of me and how much I’ve grown and of his own love for his daughter and his sadness for his sister losing her daughter. It was nice. I was uncomfortable with his praises at first but I tried to sit with him as long as he needed and be open to the complement, his love and his pain.  It was a little bit hard to have fun at the wedding, I felt conflicted at my sadness and joy and a little bit guilty that my cousin wasn't there and that her husband, brother and mother would think poorly of me having fun. On top of that another one of my cousins is pregnant and due a few weeks before I would have been. She walked into the reception and all I could see was her belly it was as if nothing else in the room existed. For a moment my breath was completely gone. I am grateful to have worked through enough that seeing her didn't destroy me I had almost forgotten until I was reminded what is no longer.  

 

The hotel certainly helped me step away, make time to process and let it all go. Great thing is it started to help get me back on track with sitting, I  found time to sit every morning and night which I've been struggling to do at home, even once at 2am, I had way too much on my mind and can usually talk myself out of not sitting with the excuse that it is late and I am too tired to. But that ten minutes was the best thing I could have done for myself that night, and I'm sure it helped me sleep better.  

 

One of the only benefits of traveling so much for work is miles. I was able to use my miles for the weekend, which makes it all that much better. I  think you should give yourself the gift of staying somewhere like the Waldorf. You deserve it and it would be a lot of fun!  Maybe set a goal and when you reach it treat yourself for sure. I haven't heard of this hotel in Astoria, I can see why it is so interesting to you these African refugees. Your reference instantly made me think of meeting fellow travelers in hostels in Australia. The experience of those encounters shaped my trip and enhanced my experience. I love meeting interesting people. What do they do out in the Midwest? It must be hard to assimilate to our culture in a less diverse part of the country.  If you could have dinner with some of these folks, would you be looking to feel an essence of their experience and perspective, or to ask them questions?

 

megan, you sure felt a lot

megan, you sure felt a lot of different strong feelings this past weekend.  and you seem to have done really well acknowledging them and allowing them to be.  i think it great that you were able to sit in the middle of the night!  when i can't sleep and i am restless, i get up and watch tv till i fall asleep.  but this whole week has been a struggle not to shut down.

 

i guess if i could meet the people from the article i would want to learn their views, experiences, their feelings about coming to the US, and what they hope for their lives.  there are so many different views on life, especially from people of different cultures who can expose points of view i might never think of.

 

anyway, megan, i how to go now, but before i do, how are you feeling now?

 

ps

 

here is the link to the article on refugees,

http://www.nytimes.com/2006/10/01/nyregion/thecity/01west.html?scp=2&sq=parkway%20motel&st=cse

 

 

feelings galore nico, how are you feeling?

 Hi Nico, How are you doing? How's that struggle going? Feeling like you’ve shaken any of it free? Is this cool weather providing you with good atmosphere for some walking meditation?  I am doing well. Had a little bit of a battle with myself yesterday that is allowing me to do some good exploration.  I’m been tired; amazing how easy a few late nights can throw you off. I can’ t image how you feel when you are not able to sleep consistently. Yesterday I got so frustrated at work and was getting pretty cranky that I decided to sit. Yup, in my office on the floor. Let me just say, I’m a director, with ten years experience and everyday I play in this world and I play my part. Sitting on the floor to meditate is certainly not part of that role or something anyone would expect. Even though I come in wearing my yoga mat over my suit to go to class after work and run over to get adjusted at lunch and walk over to the organic restaurant for lunch, sometimes I bring oranges to meetings as the scent is supposed to uplift moods, but sitting is just another level that I would have never thought I’d be able to even attempt there, But, I knew I needed to stop my mind and that it was really going to be the only way plus I sit in a corner, no one sits behind me or besides me; I have a really nice corner with a window and an amazing view of the empire state building. I also have a large monitor that keeps a lot of people from being able to see if I am at my desk or not.  So I pushed back my chair and set my cell phone alarm for ten minutes and sat on the rug in front of and almost under my desk to meditate.  All was well I was relaxing and really shaking the battle I was struggling with until I felt someone walking I opened my eyes and yes, there was my boss standing a few feet from my desk trying to pretend he didn’t just walk over and look at me. My colleague looked up just as I opened my eyes, the three of us were laughing and she quickly apologized as she was going to tell anyone that came by that I was at the bank, she was so involved in her thoughts that she didn’t hear him walk by. I instantly turned red in the face and laughed and then I said, you know what I have two more minutes and tried to go back to sitting. But I was embarrassed and laughing and couldn’t. I said, maybe you guys shouldn’t have frustrated me so much today; I’m just trying to shake it off. He said, well I bet you feel better now in response to that we were both laughing.  And I did, but I was pretty embarrassed.

 

I haven’t gotten to read your article yet, I am going to print it and take in with me this afternoon. I’ll be back with some more on that discussion as I find it very interesting. I am heading up to the Catskills for a yoga retreat weekend so I probably won’t have any computer access. I’ll look forward to coming home to catch-up. Enjoy your weekend!

 

megan, i love your story of

megan, i love your story of sitting at the office trying to meditate.  i image the scene and just crack a smile.  i work in pretty rigid corporate investment banking environments too so i can appreciate it.  however, i also think people at work understand as they too suffer from the same anxieties and aggravations we do.  and nowadays, when we spend so much of our lives dedicated to work, working longer hours because they cut back staffs, it is something we have to ask for - a greater understanding of our metal health habits that keep us working.

 

i wonder if you felt embarrassed because it is something no one else does and you are being an individual?  or because you're not used to asking for your needs to be met at work?  i too would have been embarrassed because at my jobs assimilation is so much part of the environment.  but also because i have to learn to ask for my needs.

 

anyway, i am feeling stuck at times, unstuck at other times, and then some many other things.  a friend has been asking me to talk to my parents, to tell them that i forgive them for so many things.  however, this is new to me.  it is not a conversation i see myself having with them because i have spent so much time separating from them, hiding from them, and punshing them for all the mistakes they made.  i thought i could keep them apart from my personal, emotional life, but now, this friend, is asking me to do something i don't want to do.  it will take time.  me and my parents don't speak of our emotions openly.  i'll see.

 

so i hope you had a wonderful yoga retreat.  speak to you soon.

Thanks Nico

Hey Nico, Glad you can understand the absurdity of my story. I think I was standing up and announcing my needs loud and clear. I think it also spoke to the underlying  issue that we’ve had four different heads of our department in the last year and a half and each time we are asking to run around and push harder so the new person can get up to speed, each time we have to learn how to work with a new person, their way of thinking and expectations and I am pretty tired of it and am no longer will to accommodate to their needs. But most importantly it speaks to a memory one that I do not recall as an experience but still powers my emotions by allowing me to feel embarrassed at all.

 

Telling your parents that you forgive them is huge. I can completely understand why this is such a difficult thing to wrap your mind around. I have so much pain, anger and bitterness against my own parents yet fundamentally I know I have to work through that pain to forgiveness to be free of the suffering I experience everyday by holding on to that pain. Just this weekend I sat down and wrote a list of what I wanted, I decided to not contemplate too long just dump it all out as a stream of consciousness. I was just sitting and writing and not paying too much attention to what was coming next and there right in front of me I had written, ‘I want to let go of the pain, anger and bitterness with my father.’  I stopped for a moment and re-read this a few times I paused at the enormity of this statement I looked out at the hazy mountains and just held that statement that thought for a moment.  As I continued to write I cried a little bit at the thought of it.  Somehow I though my father having an epiphany and apologizing to me would come before I would or could ever apologize but I know better than that I just don’t like to admit it.  Moving towards forgiveness mentally and emotionally will be difficult. Being able to actually say those words out loud to a man I have a hard time even asking how his day was will be like chopping a redwood down with an ice pick.  I’d love to hear more of how you are doing on this and perhaps we can hurtle these barriers together.

 

My weekend was okay, it was weird and in hindsight I am not sure I would go again. In fact I think I have created enough tools and space at home to actually heal and rejuvenate better and what I learned is that I don’t need to go anywhere to take care of myself.  I really just needed a weekend without a list of stuff to do and unfortunately I thought this was the way to do it. The yoga ranch is actually an Ashram, I knew this but didn’t give it too much thought as it is mostly referred to by the ranch at the center I practice at and being a person that loves to be outdoors I thought being upstate would be really good for me.  I should have paid more attention to the subtle difference between an ashram and a retreat, mainly being that it is a place of worship.  The ashram follows a strict schedule

 

5:30 am Wake up ( by toll of bells)

6:00 am Satsang (silent meditation, chanting and talk)

8:00 am – Yoga Class

10:00 am – Brunch

11:00 am Karma Yoga (helping to clean up)

1:00 pm – Walk and or workshop to refine yoga possess you are struggling with

4:00 pm – Yoga class

6:00 pm – Dinner

8:00 pm – Satsang (silent meditation, chanting and talk)

10:30 pm – Lights Out

 

 

I was nervous about spending two hours in meditation each morning and night and about doing two yoga classes a day. I thought it would be a way to refocus my practice. I thought of friends that have shared the ability to transcend further on a path to meditation through group meditation and how learning to sit for longer amounts of time helped you settle into sitting and work through the layers of discursive thoughts and feelings that prevent you from the next level of meditation.  Being in a small room in the dark of 6am with over 50 people meditating was certainly interesting. The group energy that was created was actually a little bit too strong for me, it was bouncing off my own energy and the feeling was over whelming. I struggled with pain in my ankles and my feet and lower legs falling asleep something I never have struggled with in the past. And to my surprise after 30 minutes of meditation was 1 ½ hours of singing and readings and lesson/interpretation of those readings. It all felt a little too much like worship to me, which made me very uncomfortable. There was an alter with pictures of the Swami’s that founding the centers and a statue, flowers, incense, candles and other trinkets. At one point a swami in orange wrapped material walks down the aisle holding a candle and everyone reached their hands to the candle to take the light and put it over their face and head. I just couldn’t get past my lack of trust and fear of being brainwashed enough to appreciate this experience. I was also surprised in the rudeness of other guest, there were two guest houses, mostly rooms with a bunk bed and a single bed and shared bathrooms in the hall. You wouldn't believe the jumping off of top bunks, walking really hard, slamming of doors and blow drying hair at 4am! I was constantly woken up from naps and sleep at night and thought, if these guest were also here so some respite why wouldn't they be more considerate.  I will write more tonight as I have to jump in the shower and get going.  

megan, this is the second

megan, this is the second time i read this post of yours.  i wasn't in a space where i could respond as i was very far from my feelings.  maybe anger was keeping me away, pushing all aside.  funny thing is i didn't feel angry.  maybe it is so far down or so ubiquitous that i can't really tell.

 

it is amazing that you were able to sit down and write about your feelings, the thoughts about your father and how you want to let go.  i too wanted my parents to suddenly recognize the damage they have done, but it is not in their realm.  and to be fair, i have never really discussed it with them.  the few times that i did, we were so far apart that it didn't make any sense.  so i have worked very hard to cut them out of my emotional life, thinking that if i separated them from all that really matters to me then the overwhelming feelings i have towards them will not drown me.  just accepting that i can't to this is monumental for me.  i still have not come to terms with it.  i have to sit on it some more.

 

my friend says i am holding onto the anger against them.  i say i'd rather not revisit it.  if i could just move beyond them without doing this, i would have it made.  but maybe it is a fantasy.  i often wonder how it would be if they were to pass away without me resolving any of this, how would i feel then?  how would they feel?

 

when you quiet your mind, what feelings do you feel?  and how do you plan to talk to your father?

 

and after all the thoughts and feelings have subsided what remains?

Nico's emotions toll bridge

 Hi Nico Lime, Thanks for your response. I understand your space, I was there not that long ago a little bit of an anti feeling as opposed to a feeling of anger.  It was as if I wasn’t fully experiencing my feelings only half of them there was a clear screen that wasn’t allowing a full flow.  It is a disturbing feeling to me and very unwelcome. What I have learned is that that anti feeling is a sign of anger even though you don’t feel the anger’s strength is fear. So maybe you can think about what you are afraid of and that can help bring you closer to understanding what you were feeling or not feeling.   Regardless it is nice to hear from you.  I find what you say about cutting your parents off from your emotional life interesting.

so i have worked very hard to cut them out of my emotional life, thinking that if i separated them from all that really matters to me then the overwhelming feelings i have towards them will not drown me. 

This is a very strong and honest statement I imagine it is an awful lot of work to hold those feelings at bay. The way you say this speaks so strongly to me that I can picture you struggling in waters filled with your emotions and thoughts the choppy water just having its way with you. I can picture you as a child suspended in life waiting for your needs to be met.

A young boy in a home that is not his own
floating by day by day, month by month
waiting for the love of a mother and
the guidance from a father
that doesn’t come.

 

Floating by in suspense
yearning for the warm comfort
of the hands that bore this child
for the love, the joy
and safety of their embrace.

 

Holding his breath and trying to survive,
wondering when his time will come to be whole again,
to be family again to be one again.

 

A young boy yearning for that love and wanting to feel whole again

 

 

I know all to well the pain that you feel and wish you love and peace in your struggle to make sense of it and work through it to find the resolution you need to feel joy. 

 

My own journey with my pain, my past and the damage my father has done. When I first read your post I thought of just saying, I really don’t know. I am like two different people the one that fundamentally understands what must be done and the one too afraid of the pain that must be crossed to get to the other side. I will find my way with the guidance of a lot of couch time, meditation, yoga, writing and I am sure oceans of tears. Because even though I fight it and struggle I know it is the only way. And isn’t that the worse part of all?  ;) 

 

You ask after all the thoughts and feelings subside what do I feel. I’m not sure I can put a name to it and articulate it just yet. I feel good, I feel calm and clear. I feel focused. I feel I guess I could say a little free if that doesn’t sound too cheesy of a word to use. I just feel present and not trapped by my emotions.  What I notice is then there is more room for more emotions more often but they just come and go and play their part and move on.

 

Maybe you can start letting your parents into your emotional life slowly without having to forgive them just yet. You control the toll bridge, just open it slightly each time. I know this is easier said than done, but baby steps might feel safer and be easier to achieve.  

 

 

PROCESS: THE `G’ SPOT IN RELATIONSHIP

 

 

I’ve shared with so many friends over the years that, for a relationship to work – I mean, really work – process has to be built into its very fabric.  I equate it to eating or any other activity we cold not live without: process is the psychic oxygen if relationship.  But, what does process mean?  What does it look like?

 

A friend said it best recently, as he was talking to his girlfriend, who is resistant to processing.  “For us to get to know each other better,” he said,  “we share about ourselves, our histories, the things we like and dislike, our dreams.  But, for us to really get to know each other, we need to share how we respond to events in our lives, as they occur, whether good or bad.  It is in the sharing itself that gives the truest picture of who we are, because you will know, for example, what I am feeling and thinking and what makes me feel and think, at this moment, the way I do.  By me letting you know what my experience is at this very moment, you can then begin to recognize me in ways you never would have if I didn’t share.  For example, the other night when I made a sarcastic remark and you refused to talk to me.  If you would have sat with me and let me share what it was I was feeling at the time and together we explored the source of those feelings, I would have felt recognized by you and you would have had a better understanding of me, not only at that moment, but a more complete understanding of who I am as a person.  Without sharing in this particular way, how can we really know each other?  Without the deeper sharing, I will always feel like a shell in this relationship and never develop the level of trust I need to want to spend the rest of my life with you.  We could cover the surface aspects of living, the trappings, but I will feel more and more isolated as time goes on and the relationship will most certainly go stale.” 

Thoughts about parents

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The real thougths about Parents

No....the other post is not some secret code..... well, it might be, but I didn't write it,......Alien mind at work.   Hope no one has spent time trying to figure out if I am high or crazy tonight...

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I have been thinking about my parents and myself as a parent after reading some of the most recent posts.   My parents are both old – nearly 91 and 87.  As a child,   many of the things they said or inferred were like poison.   Just a tiny sip and I slipped into doubt, anger, rage, all kinds of emotions.   As I got older and left home (but not really, since I was still engaged in unhealthy interactions) my feelings about them had more to do with the past than the present.  All the things I hated about myself, I blamed on my family of origin.  I blamed them for my lack of self-confidence, my tendency to be frantic with worry; I blamed them for my hating the way I looked and my sense of not fitting it.  I even blamed them for my feeling that I should have died instead of my sister – you name it –it was their entire fault.  Who else could I blame? 

 

I see things differently now.   This did not happen at once, but came after years of exploring, looking, being as they say in Shambala,” a warrior,” breaking the cocoon that kept me in my sameness.  I was born of my early experiences with them and also from all the years that I have lived since.     I became who I am, not only because of my family, but in spite of them as well.   There were many ways they failed me.  There are many ways I failed my children.   It is just life.   Some of us get hurt much more than others.  Some of us have horrific experiences.  I am not in any way suggesting that my issues are anywhere near what those would be if I had different kinds of traumatic experiences.  Each person must find his own way to live with whatever has happened. 

 

I came to see I had some choices in how I looked at my life. .  I could continue to blame, make excuses, and attach myself to my life story to explain all the things about myself that I didn’t like, or I could use my experiences to find new awareness and strength.  .    My guilt, my fear, my anger, was wasted energy and kept me from many decisions that I might have made.   I do not regret how my life has taken shape or spend any time wishing for other things, but I do acknowledge that I would have made other decisions, tried other things, if I had not been paralyzed by the past.   But even thinking this is of no value now.  I am who I am because of everything that has come before.  And I am happy to be here.

At some point it did not matter where my fears and insecurities came from.   I was the owner of them.  

 

Forgiveness for me is not about the other person.  It has always been about forgiving myself.  That came first.    That didn’t mean that I agree, like, or even want to be with someone who I believe caused me harm.   Forgiving releases me them from the tangle of my anger.  Forgiveness is about me – it is about my healing.   I forgave for myself.  I forgave because I wanted to be free.  I forgave because I wanted to be able to have compassion for everyone.  But it started with me.  I needed to look in the mirror and say I forgive myself.

 

In my work, I am often dealing with children who are still so angry with their parents at the end of their parent’s life.  I see children not wanting to buy their parents a new mattress ( even with the parent’s money) for all kinds of reasons – but the main one being, anger.   It is painful to see.  Not just for the parent, but for the child whose view of life is clouded by this anger and who hurts himself with his own weapons.  I usually ask these children to do one thing.  I ask them to ask themselves what kind of person they want to be.   When they answer that, they will choose how to act.  I tell them that they are not required to love their parents.  At this point, it is about who they are or wish to be and how they want to act in the world.   Some choose the anger.  Others take a step toward healing.  I honestly make no judgments.  In the beginning I did, but have grown beyond that.  What I do is witness the sadness and futility of people in mid-life and beyond  still struggling with the same issues, still unhappy,  who think, that when their parent dies they will be free.  In truth, there will only be a new battle; for their anger remains and still needs a place to go. 

Reply to myself

Dear Emily,

 

Perhaps you are crazy.   All these crazy codes are at the beginning of all your posts.  You don't see them when you write, but they are there.   The evidence is loud and clear after you say you don't see it.   I would suggest you leave your room and get in bed.  Everyone has these kinds of moments.   And for goodness sakes, don't post anything else tonight.  Perhaps this is the message.  Shut up and go to bed.

Parents

 Emily, thank you for sharing this. Your perspective has really given me a lot to think about.

 

THE PRINCIPLE OF ALIGNMENT AND BOUNDARIES

 

 

Recently, I was talking to a friend who had spent a number of years in a relationship with a man who failed to meet her needs.  That’s a strange statement, I know, because we all at some point fail to meet each other’s needs.  But, I observed, this was different.  And the reason this was different was because the failure of this woman’s needs being met represented a pattern of faulty relatedness, not only on the part of her partner, but on the part of the relationship itself.  This woman has in fact come to realize that the failure was ultimately hers and that her commitment to a relationship that wasn’t nourishing her was an ultimate concern she failed to adequately address. Until now.

 

I was telling my friend about the principle of alignment in Yoga, the way the body slowly finds its center through an exquisite process of correction.  And what’s most beautiful about this yogic restructuring is that it is completely dependent on mindfulness, that certain kind of attention bringing together one’s mental faculties to create clarity, trust, confidence and inner peace.  For example, for the body to become aligned through various asanas (postures), one needs to pay careful attention to both the parts of the body seeking alignment and the overall body/mind’s telos, or endpoint of perfect spiritual union.  The parts always seek the whole and the whole always includes the parts. 

 

An important aspect of this yoga is the idea of boundaries.  For alignment to actually exist, one’s clear sense of space in the form of boundary must be cultivated.  Asana means seat but also means posture in relation to an ideal positioning of one’s body to achieve higher goals.  The inner and outer spiral one follows in asana practice is a perfect example of cognizing boundary.  If this boundary, which holds body in place, is transgressed in some way because of unskilfulness or carelessness, one will never achieve the goal of yoga. 

 

This idea of asana and boundary is compelling to me, particularly as a metaphor for the individual in relationship.  If we consider relationship as a yoga whose primary function is alignment, we must pay attention to its boundaries in terms of the explicit intentions both partners have expressed in their creation and forming the relationship.  In a marriage vow, for example, we make a commitment to honor each other’s sacredness: with respect, recognition, attention, support, and accountability to the relationship.  Is not a failure to align oneself with those intentions a breach, a transgression of the boundaries that delicately hold and contain the sacred space from which the relationship lives and grows?  If the parts of the day to day individual needs are not attended to and which implicitly point to the relationship’s ultimate goal, the relationship’s foundation will slowly erode.  Alignment will not have been achieved and the emotions that serve to center one’s being (corresponding to the energic principles in yoga) will in fact become corrosive.  Eventually one’s emotional centers will split off from one’s reasoning and original intentions.

 

Let’s look at one of the emotional centers: anger.  Anger is a signal to the body/mind that a boundary is being breeched.  If a partner withdraws, for example, we might feel angry.  If we stay in touch with that anger and express it, we can then use that emotion as a corrective for the relationship’s need for alignment.  The need, of course, is intimacy.  If one fails to either access her anger and/or express it, as was true with my friend, the anger will slowly turn inward and negatively affect her ability to stay centered and nourished.  Using this yogic metaphor, the signaling, accessing and expressing of emotions/ feelings we can call asana practice in relationship.  Practice is the day to day activity of processing and mindfulness is the mental state of holding the yoga of relationship in the seat of conscious awareness.

HS

 HS, Pop into Starbucks and come on back online. I hope you are well in your pursuant for clarity and understanding.

 

In God's Name

In God's Name

 

I wish I could sing like some of these women
and some of these men
I wish I could go high and sound like an angel
I wish I had an angel
We need an angel

 

An angel who knows God's name

 

I feel so much lighter
I'd like to sing my anger and my desire
I'd like to be a lover
I'd like a lover

 

A lover who sings God's name

 

Maybe I'll go on high and know what to say
Maybe I'll get a blessing or two
Maybe I'll just sing, lover, the words of an angel
Maybe I'll just laugh

 

A laugh in God's name

thanks james

thanks james, you look very pleased with this song. I love how you look at the camera and sit up straight when you are complete to me I see you are pleased with the song.  This recording is unsettling to me, it is bringing up an emotion I can not name just yet. I will sleep on it and see if I can explain better tomorrow. 

THAT WHICH WE CALL GOD BY ANY OTHER SONG

 

 

James, I’ve noticed that your voice is really opening up.  I’m sure yoga has something to do with this.  Whenever I hear the word angel, Rilke of course comes to my mind.  Well, of course he does: “Who if I cried would hear me among the Dominions/ of angels?  And even if one of them suddenly/ held me against his heart, I would fade in the grip/of that completer existence.”  Is this “in God’s name”,  for “it is a beauty we can barely endure”?  But, here is your song for me, in this line: “And so I master myself and stifle the beseeching/heart’s cry that’s my mating song.”  Yeah, this is your song, a beseeching.  I like that.  And your song, it’s lighter for lovers, even if they don’t hide their loneliness in one another; even if the spaces we breathe are already empty, even if form already knows it’s empty, and emptiness rises above the awesome angels but not without the falling happiness, too.  It’s this faint and increasingly intensifying awareness that ultimately laughs in and God’s name.  I love this song.  It reminds me of my gratitude for grief.

 

Grief

 

He rows further out

her hair back-dipping

the lake. Suddenly, one

of the oars snaps from

its pin, her palm

like grace rests down

upon his hand

and God.

 

 

I wish I could sing like some of these women/and some of these men/I wish I could go high and sound like an angel/I wish I had an angel/We need an angel

 

What does it mean to wish?  Is it acknowledging a lack or loss or absence of something we aspire to or long for?  What would it mean to experience what we wish for?  I used to wish for an angel in the form of a woman, a woman like you:

 

A Woman Like You

 

I wish the others could know me the way you do

   and the ways you don't. 

I wish the others could throw paradox up

   from their brains and twist participles

   like pretzels from the likes of verbs. 

I wish my words like worms wiggled

   into their ears before grass healed-over their bones. 

I wish their eyes rolled over on me like love

   and their tongues danced the orange of snakes. 

I wish they could love me the way sky

   grows out of the horizon and feel my breath under

Silence like a crocus under snow, its finger

   pointing to the moon, even when it's out of sight. 

 

I wish the others could stop being others

   just long enough to not be another 

I wish time was more than how we spend

   and less than how we end all those evenings

   of again and again. 

 

And I wish the others like stars could regain their mystery

   like the magical songs of birds like gods blowing

   wind through the reeds.

 

How I wish to throw myself into them like sea

   my flailing arms the gulls

   my body piercing the sheets of green

Until shadows disappear

Until memory falls out of consciousness

   where it had occupied too much space--

   the sea, the other, disappearing into me

And me disappearing like rain like fire

   like air as cold cools down

   to warm to sleep to dream to rest.

            -----------------------------------------------------------

 

Somehow this song speaks to me in the same way my poem did.  I realized what I was looking for was not a particular woman or angel but a mode of existence free from the very labels and therefore identities we impute onto experience, even the experience of absence or ideas (ie, idealized abstract images).  As poetic expression, I was seeking the very peak of language through its experimental portals, for I knew that language was a springboard into the paradox of language and the nondual awareness reaching beyond its horizons.  I was seeking “an angel who knows God's name.”

 

 

James loves to play with God because he is a non-believer. That is, he does not believe in belief, which is the procrustean bed God lies in.  Belief is a calcified idea, a reification that gives the impression of independent and permanent form.  This is why I think James likes to play with the idea of God, to free himself from admitting his belief by denying God’s existence, what I call an atheistic approach to such reifications.  Once this playful embrace of God takes place, the wish transforms into a lightness of being that doesn’t take itself too seriously and seriously enough to take itself less seriously.  Wish transforms into like

 

I feel so much lighter

I'd like to sing my anger and my desire

I'd like to be a lover

I'd like a lover

 

And then there’s a final shift once he explores what he likes.  As the song seems to take itself less and less seriously, it leans back, as if lying in a field beneath a blue sky and floating clouds, and opens itself to the ambiguity, the mystery of existence as signified by the word, maybe.

 

Maybe I'll go on high and know what to say

Maybe I'll get a blessing or two

Maybe I'll just sing, lover, the words of an angel

Maybe I'll just laugh

 

Once we get comfortable enough in the unknown that life is something magical seems to happen: past and future fade out of mind’s searching and an angel emerges, the angel of presence.  Presence is a very special experience, especially in a song.  It’s celebratory and utterly affirmative.  Not because it needs to be, but because it just is.  It even has a tickle to it, somewhere underneath the heart and close to the belly.  No, it’s not exactly the hokey pokey, but it sure is a laugh, “a laugh in God’s name.”

Your Journey James

James I am sorry that I have no more to say and that I even brought it up that there is something I can’t really pinpoint in this song that is different and that I am reacting to. I’ve listened to it again, read the words and thought about it today. But I am not any closer to understanding that original feeling. I see how you start your journey through these thoughts wishing to be someone other than yourself, to possess skills outside of your natural range, and wanting your angel to bring you closer to these wishes. As you meander deeper through your journey you discover that everything you have wished for was all right there all along. And you are free to be who you would like to be and clear about what you want in your life. This feeling is so light that you can just laugh at the simplicity of it all and at the joy of your discovery. Maybe I'm thinking about it too much, cause it is all right there, or at least that is what I am seeing in these words.  What were you thinking when you wrote this song?

thanks, Om, that is a

thanks, Om, that is a beautiful post, and you do quite a lot with my words. and thank you, Megan, for your response -- even the part that you haven't been able to articulate. it's cool :P

 

the other day Om asked me about what inspired the song. your question is slightly different, though they're related. i like your question a lot. the difference is that in response to the first question i'd say everything that was on my mind before, while, and after writing the song... there was very much that went into the composition of this tune, and in a way i'd say i've been writing it for years. but in response to your question i'd say only that which i was actively thinking about, particularly when i first began the song, which is fun to look into.

 

when i first began the tune, i was sitting on my couch thinking about (and i think "thinking about" is the right phrase to use) the few different fantasy relationships i'm currently exploring. i've long had an interesting relationship with fantasy, but it's been quite a while since i've experienced anything i'd call a "fantasy relationship." but i've been back there again lately...

 

some of the other things that were on my mind at the time: kabbalistic angels as described (by Zalman) in "The Jew in the Lotus"; Rilke; playing the guitar with a pick; God and religious terminology, and the way i've been playing with it as of the last year (and the last few months in particular); what i recently called my "the paradox of my simultaneous growth and stagnation" -- that i can feel both at the same time; also, you know, humor; and, for example, a poem of mine that begins "i'd like to be a lover"...

 

i love the way you move through the journey of the song. it is a journey, and you really sink your teeth into the movement of it. i like that there are many different ways of approaching reading/listening to this tune, but the way you move through it is the one that resonates most vibrantly for me. what i especially love about your post is that you say "wishing to be someone other than yourself... and wanting your angel to bring you closer to [this]." why do i love this so much? it brings to my mind one of my favorite words: ecstasy. and how fitting?

Yes Ecstasy James

How fitting indeed, you did look more pleased at the end of this song than any other recordings I can recall.  Thanks for sharing more of what you were thinking. The additional context helps tell the story of the song more deeply.  Your openness to exploration is unique. You are a philosopher at heart.  The exploration and integrating your past fantasies about relationships with your current fascination of religion can be a very interesting one. Especially since religion tends to judge relationships and tries to strictly define their constructs. Do you find there is a natural tie or correlation between the two subjects for you?

ahh what a cool post. i've

ahh what a cool post. i've been sitting with this for something like an hour, now, Megan. i've a lot storming around in my mind, as per usual. my response is coming along very slowly, so i'll stick to your final question. thanks for continuing, i'm eager to see what else we can uncover.

 

yes, i find a natural tie. the tie is relationship. well, another way of saying that is that the tie is... well, now, isn't this interesting. the tie is the need. the need for something i've found only in relationship; something for which i've had to rely mostly on fantasy to experience. i've found something rich that my experience of "religion" and my experience of "fantasy" share... it's tough to articulate. now, why did i say, "isn't this interesting"? i was instantly reminded, when responding to your question, of an old sonnet of mine. i wrote this nearly two years ago -- it can be a little difficult to penetrate, but at the very least there is something so clearly relevant in the final four lines...

 

i can get off track, but coming back i remember
there is no track to come back to, only process,
and there are no losses;
i forget about snow 'til november

 

but i quickly return to childhood fantasies --
which never really keep me from
adult fantasies when a solo drum
conducts an orchestra of candles and glances

 

and chances all work out at once despite
the impossibility -- in which
snow angels burst forth from the ground:

 

i suppose fantasies unite
the child and adult; the stitch
is the need, and rarely found.

 

a different kind of angel, to be sure; yet such dynamic snow-angels, bursting forth. then again, that bursting forth is done in the domain of "childhood fantasies." even the "adult fantasies" are here the fantasies of a child -- but what that child supposes to be the fantasies of adult-life... it must be "adult," he thinks to himself, "it's about sexuality..." it's not really in the experience of sexuality, though... just "about" it... around it.

 

i used to be very scornful about religion. i've come around quite a bit; but partly i've come around because of what i feel is at the heart of religion. i am unsatisfied with what gets touted dangerously in all parts of the world as "religion"; i'm still quite concerned with the hatred i see all around me, including in what sometimes goes by that name. but anyway, that's quite vague. the point is that i've come to embrace, at least as my first opening, the language of (different) religion(s). i can take it and formulate it on my own grounds; i can use the phrase "i wish i'd dream your eyes, God, just once more" with complete earnestness, yet without being beholden to any of the traditions in which i originally heard of "God." i don't have to use the phrase, "In God's Name" either in the same sense various religions nowadays tend to use it, or in a rebellious, perhaps even cynical, sense. i can use that phrase sincerely, yet also with a challenge of the tradition out of which the phrase may have emerged. and as i get closer to what i find to be "the heart of religion," i find more avenues for exploring that need... the stitch that is the need, and rarely found.

 

so Megan -- please feel very free to poke into this big slop i just wrote. i know it is very vague, but i don't believe i can give anything much better at the moment, but i'm not worried about it because you've been questioning me and everyone here so wonderfully lately! as i said before, i'm very excited to keep delving in.

MEGAN AND JAMES, ANGELS OF SEEKING

 

Megan asked about the relationship between fantasies and religion.  She specifically said: Do you find there is a natural tie or correlation between the two subjects for you?

 

And your response was: “yes, i find a natural tie. the tie is relationship. well, another way of saying that is that the tie is... the tie is the need. the need for something i've found only in relationship; something for which i've had to rely mostly on fantasy to experience. i've found something rich that my experience of "religion" and my experience of "fantasy" share...”.  In the middle you paused and said, “well, now, isn't this interesting” because you were reminded of a sonnet you wrote in which you stated

 

i can get off track, but coming back i remember
there is no track to come back to, only process,
and there are no losses;
i forget about snow 'til november

but i quickly return to childhood fantasies --
which never really keep me from
adult fantasies when a solo drum
conducts an orchestra of candles and glances

and chances all work out at once despite
the impossibility -- in which
snow angels burst forth from the ground:

 

You are struggling to articulate what this exact relationship is other than relationship itself and what can only be found in relationship; some need in which you heretofore had to “rely on fantasy to experience.”  And you are onto something but aren't exactly sure what that need is.  What you do express is a kind of Whiteheadian insight of “process” because when you “come back” from I assume forgetting the desire or need or relationship itself, you realize “there is no track to come back to;” there is only emptiness itself.  I’m wondering if this is the “religious” you are referring to, or, closer to what your definition of religion might be, the underlying philosophy (or philosophical insight) of all religious experience?

 

You then write, “i forget about snow 'til November…”.  What is this forgetting you refer to?  What you are implicitly describing is actually a thought process, a mental or psychological process that takes experience and does something with it; in this case, you “forget” or put it in the back of your mind, as it were, until November, a time closer to when snow actually might occur again.  Why did you need to “forget” in the first place?  Would the remembering be too painful?

 

Another I think significant point is this differentiation between “childhood” fantasies and “adult” fantasies.  What is the difference?  You symbolically proffer childhood fantasies as “snow angels” and adult fantasies as occurring when a solo drum/conducts an orchestra of candles and glances/and chances all work out at once despite/the impossibility”.  The snow angels feel familiar and what we can all seem to relate to: a sort of innocence of creation and creativity spontaneously emerging in a need for mastery of the child’s nascent mind.  But, the adult fantasies are ominous and unbidden, clangorously impinging on the child and later adult as a sardonic drum-roll of cacophonic intrusion, “an orchestra of candles and glances.”  What this inauthentic contrivance or, at worst, dishonesty, leads to is the “impossibility” of intimacy.  What I’m reading in this sonnet is that the adult fantasies almost completely obliterated the childhood fantasies and contaminated the developmental of a healthy, integrated sexuality.

 

i suppose fantasies unite
the child and adult; the stitch
is the need, and rarely found.

 

And, as a result of this intrusion, this rupture of traumatic exposure, the adult (“sexual”) fantasies of mind that play in an “adult” or integrated fashion, that is, that are infused with an intimacy-striving functionality, are confused, chaotic and contaminated by childhood fantasies that “burst forth from the ground” but in a kind of perverted way; that is, not performatively, because perversion is not an act, in my mind, but in a way that thwarts the joy, harmony and wholeness of both childhood and adult intimacy. 

 

You see, the natural order collapses as a result of trauma, of early experiences no child should experience.  In a poem I wrote about my own childhood trauma, I lament:

 

I am 10 again, my father flies down the steps screaming

       my sister and me huddling

into my mother whisking us up into the car speeding us off

       before the red of the Camaro door

closes me in the back seat peering out the back window, my father

       in the gutter a flattened cat

the car's antennae a stick in his hand, his tongue hurling

       empty air; I still feel it

in my gut, black wasted blooms over winter snow, gulls

       below the laugh like starved cocks

clawing blood from razors in a back alley somewhere

       in east LA like sights no child

in any world and this should ever see, and mine.

 

 

And so, we come back to religion, the hope for redemption and salvation but in the end we find merely another disappointment and deceit that leaves us cynical and scornful.  But, for you, James (and for others of us as well), you have found the therapeutic needle in the haystack surrounding religion, a needle whose empty eye leads to a kingdom of heaven, back perhaps to where snow angels can burst from the ground in a more pure, even than childhood, though “rarely found” way.  For me, the “snow angels” were my mother’s protecting me from my father’s violence, in Whitestone, in

 

the lulling trills

of Saturdays cleaning the apartment

or taking out the wash.  In the days

of my youth, in her cotton dress

she was the scent of fruit,

her voice succulent

in the melting pulp of summer.

I would follow her to the yard

and lie under brooding afternoon 

clouds; the grass wild, plush

a green ghost of myself

upon rising; now, a sudden wind

and sheets ripple up like wings

bodiless as snow.

 ----------------------------

 

Now, the snow angels are sitting beside me in the silence, stillness, understanding and forgiveness of love.

Trying to speak

 

I do not know how to enter the current conversation so I will just skip down the street beside it and hope that our paths cross somewhere.  As long as I was trying to make a direct connection, I just sat here staring at the blank screen. The light went off in my head, “Oh fuck it.  Just start talking and see what you find.”  Maybe something will connect.  Maybe it won’t.  Either way, there is movement.

 

Is it the language or the ideas that are my wall here?   I skirt along on the posts, but don’t know how to get close to them.   So, I will just let my mind wander and trust that all this movement away and then back is just the natural rhythm of things.  I don’t want you to think I am not trying to connect, I am.    

 

After reading the posts, I have been thinking about childhood fantasies and adult fantasies.   My mind flew off into memories and into my observations about the young children who I have befriended here on my street, who, not yet weighed down by expectations, act out their world in their front yards with swords and daggers, with holes they dig in the dirt, and forts made out of sticks and leaves and grass. What is it that they play?   They play at mastering their world.   They play at becoming the superhero, the giant, the great warrior, the pirate, the fisherman; even the school teacher who is “educating.”   They dream of greatness, of warding off their fears, their real and imagined enemies. They pretend they are big enough and strong enough to make all the demons disappear.   It is so direct, clear.   Later, as they grow up, they want to be “someone,”; they want to be that person they perceive as special or having all the things they don’t have.  Then, they dream of love – the perfect lover.   But at some point, when they grow and take their places in the world they have to master all those things in a real way.  They (I) have to see, to know, to accept and to celebrate what is. 

 

I see so many people who just keep on fantasizing ( as opposed to putting dreams into action) about all the things that they think will make them happier and more powerful.  I still fall into that sometimes.  I start to fantasize that more money will come my way to ease any financial burdens.  My mind goes in all kind of directions; sometimes I love what I am dreaming so much I do not want to return to the here and now.   So I just enjoy it – acknowledge, ok this is what I am doing – it’s lots of fun, but it’s time to come back and just see myself.   My fantasies always remind me that I am running from something and not toward something. (But that’s OK.  Sometimes it is sport.  Other times it is a call to stop avoiding what it is that I am avoiding.   Fantasies are a distraction, but sometimes a teacher, and sometimes, just the kind of warm bath that I need for a just an hour or so. 

 

 

 

 

 

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emily, i too indulge in

emily, i too indulge in fantasies once in awhile but they don't have the same comfort of long ago.  it is tough for me to accept vulnerability or to recognize that i don't have control over a particular situation, that it is easier to make unreal assumptions (not a far stretch from fantasies, i think).

but like you say, it is good sport and as long as i can recognize it, i can deal with it.  if i can just stay in touch with my feelings.

I imagine you

 

When the blog is quiet, it is a lesson for me.   It is as if – except for the words of yesterday or the day before, - like a dream.   There is spirit behind the words, a presence, an energy that I drink in; sometimes, I let my imagination wander and visualize you James, or Nico, or Cam, or Om, or Megan, walking on the streets of New York, heading to class or work, meeting up for a glass of wine or a date with Yoga.  But all of this is just in my imagination, a way to give physical form to a spirit of being that you share here. I hold it, to make a connection through air, through invisible space.   Is the connection real?   Does it matter?   Like everything whatever connections we make is not permanent, yet a part of it is, for me, in my mind.  I make it so.  I decide how I feel, and how I feel exists independently of how you feel.  Even if we never spoke again, you are part of my constellation – that does not change.   I try to hear your voices through time and space.  I wonder what it is like for you to open you eyes in the morning.   Are you first thoughts about obstacles you must face or about the possibilities of the day?  Do you turn over and say to yourself, “just one more minute in bed.”   Are you bursting with things to say but are in a hurry; for you day is packed with people, places, work, and friendships in face-to-face time?   Are, like me this morning, are you feeling shut down and need to stop and settle within yourself?  

 

I come to visit here sometimes.   I knock on the door and no one is home.   But the truth is, no one is ever home because where we exist together is some other kind of place – on the white spaces between our words.  I just have the illusion that we are standing or sitting across from each other talking, trying to connect in that space where two people can mingle.  This space, where we communicate, changes my feeling of time.

 

Sitting has been difficult.   My mind is fighting with itself these days.  Even more reason to sit.   I listen for a moment and then find my way back to the breath, over and over and over again.   I have come upon one of those difficult times where things are going on and I have yet to let whatever it is fully enter so that I can fully wave it aside.  I think a lot about aging these days.   I know I may have decades of life left, but I also know that I have lived decades.  If there is such a thing as the middle of life, then I am beyond that edge.  Each decade changes my perspective because there is less room for putting things aside, for denying change.  There is a more urgent call for acceptance.  I have to accept my body.  I have to accept my face.  They are both terribly unfamiliar these days, although I have lived with them for nearly 56 years.  I think that I am their life, but they too, have a life of their own, altered by time, baring witness to the passing years.   In my most connected moments, I celebrate this.  In my darker moments, I am fearful.  But my cushion waits for me to come back and sit and breathe and to see things, not as I wish them to be, not even as I love them or fear them, but just as they are.   That is the continuing challenge.  

EMILY IS MY FIRST THOUGHT

 

“Are you first thoughts about obstacles you must face or about the possibilities of the day?  Do you turn over and say to yourself, “just one more minute in bed.””

 

My first thought is, I am grateful to be alive so that I can cultivate compassion for all beings without exception.  Even as last night’s dream still sits resonating from another world within a world that in reality is the same world of waking consciousness; as my first thought of gratitude is Emily, though the words might appear to signify something different.  For I find Emily in all beings and all beings in Emily, as she churns mind’s discursive thoughts into energy of light or slips away from the light into darkness. 

 

I am grateful to be alive to celebrate and mourn the anniversary of my son’s death, as this day and that event are all days and all events weaving in and out of form seeking emptiness manifesting form in the emptiness of change.  And we turn to the highest form, language, to guide us back to the original face of love where afflictions in the form of negative emotions and distorted thoughts no longer confuse mind.  But, language cannot exist alone, it needs relationship. And this is the real miracle in the mystery of emptiness: that we can actually touch each other’s soul and inspire back to seeking, even when the seeking is no longer able to seek.  This is because relationship is everywhere, always present in the presence of being.  We can run, we can hide, but relationship will always be there, waiting, in the most mysterious yet loving of ways.   

Anniversaries

 

My sister died on the 17th of September and so, as that day approaches, I think of this day, the anniversary of Om’s son’s death.

 

Today the weather is glorious – clear and bright; all hints of humidity hiding somewhere – far away, I hope.   It was like this on the day my sister died.  The light hints of fall, but the temperature reminds me of the promise of spring.  I don’t look  back to the day of my sister’s death with emotion.  It is more of an image, or a ripple on the surface of the water that began its flow downstream and is still moving and taking me places that I might not have discovered on my own.   I do not visit this memory wanting to relive what once was ,just because I can, if I choose.  I can close my eyes and bring the past so close to the present that everything I saw, heard, or felt that day can enter me, if I allow it.   I mainly look back – at myself, and see this ten year old child, struggling to make sense of the great shift, struggling to understand the impact of death, the meaning of death; as if there were a given meaning.  The meaning is what happened next.  The meaning was the journey.  And the journey is always continuing.  It is choosing life over death.

 

But I can not sit here and say, even today, that I am free of fear.  I am not.  A part of me always fears shaking hands with that kind of loss again, and again.  It fears how my heart cracks open – it fears the despair that I know can come and overtake me.  But I also know that I, despite what comes,  have this life and I want to sit rooted like the tree in front of my house.  I want to soar like the birds.  I want to walk, or crawl, or run or just smile at a neighbor because I am here, and I am alive.   I will die when my breath stops.  A broken heart will slow me down.  It will not kill me.  Only I can kill myself. 

 

I like to think that today – this magnificent day – a little angel who is Om’s son, helped me to see what is here.   He is my sponsor today. 

FOR EMILY, IZZY AND ALL BEINGS WITHOUT EXCEPTION

 

 

Joy

 

One hand over the other

you climb the ladder as

the rope, fat as a racer, hangs

like absolution from

a limb. You leap out

like a bastion

over the lake

in a screech of prayer.

On this day is your name.

 

Around 8 months after I lost my son, I spent the summer up in the Berkshires with my dear friend Heidi, and her family.  Heidi inspired my `Fern Mountain’ poems.  Heidi's daughter, Jess, during the hot summer afternoons, would throw herself out over the lake by a rope tied to an overhanging tree limb, and let herself go.  It was that moment of letting go, in a screech of joy, that stuck with me most.  Most of us hang on and never get to experience the freedom of letting go.  There is a double-meaning in letting go: giving up the fear and so the name (identity) that imprisons us to suffering; and reclaiming the name that unities us with life itself, this day.  This day is what Emily talks about; that is, this day as the presence of being.  But the presence of being also brings to the present the past of what was, in the form of memory.  It is the past that fools us into believing that this day is what was, even though we call it what is.  When we react-- as opposed to respond-- to the world, we are reacting to what was.  This is fear as the memory of pain.  This is craving as the memory of absence.  This is grasping as the memory of loss.  This is desire as the memory of pleasure.  It seems that no matter how hard we try to stay present, we fail to realize that that present we are trying to stay in, is without presence and so in reality is still the past.  The present we are seeking can only be presence, the lifting of the veil of space and time and their concomitant afflictive emotions, and seeing mind essence as it is, empty of the past we are stuck in and, at times, self-righteously committed to.  Only when we choose presence over the present that is really the past, does choice really have a name: I Am.  Only when the observer of the dream we call life experiences the illusion, as it is, will we choose life over death, and realize, only “I can kill myself.” 

 

The loss of my son and Izzy, Emily’s sister, did not happen to us; death merely happened.  But, it is what we did and do with those deaths that matter; it is what we call our journey of meaning and freedom.  It is the highest form of love, choice, that sits like absolution dangling over time.

emily, i love your words and

emily, i love your words and your experiences.  they are juicy bits of caribbean fruit in the sun washed over by the salty mists from the waves.  i see blue, nothing but blue, from horizon to horizon, all the way to the back of your mind.  and plumbean is happy on your shoulder while you sit on your cushion on a happy beach.

CHANGE OF DIRECTION. GREAT ARTICLE FOR US TO DISCUSS ON PALIN

 

Palin: wrong woman, wrong message

Sarah Palin shares nothing but a chromosome with Hillary Clinton. She is Phyllis Schlafly, only younger.

By Gloria Steinem
September 4, 2008

 

Here's the good news: Women have become so politically powerful that even the anti-feminist right wing -- the folks with a headlock on the Republican Party -- are trying to appease the gender gap with a first-ever female vice president. We owe this to women -- and to many men too -- who have picketed, gone on hunger strikes or confronted violence at the polls so women can vote. We owe it to Shirley Chisholm, who first took the "white-male-only" sign off the White House, and to Hillary Rodham Clinton, who hung in there through ridicule and misogyny to win 18 million votes.

But here is even better news: It won't work. This isn't the first time a boss has picked an unqualified woman just because she agrees with him and opposes everything most other women want and need. Feminism has never been about getting a job for one woman. It's about making life more fair for women everywhere. It's not about a piece of the existing pie; there are too many of us for that. It's about baking a new pie.

 

Selecting Sarah Palin, who was touted all summer by Rush Limbaugh, is no way to attract most women, including die-hard Clinton supporters. Palin shares nothing but a chromosome with Clinton. Her down-home, divisive and deceptive speech did nothing to cosmeticize a Republican convention that has more than twice as many male delegates as female, a presidential candidate who is owned and operated by the right wing and a platform that opposes pretty much everything Clinton's candidacy stood for -- and that Barack Obama's still does. To vote in protest for McCain/Palin would be like saying, "Somebody stole my shoes, so I'll amputate my legs."

This is not to beat up on Palin. I defend her right to be wrong, even on issues that matter most to me. I regret that people say she can't do the job because she has children in need of care, especially if they wouldn't say the same about a father. I get no pleasure from imagining her in the spotlight on national and foreign policy issues about which she has zero background, with one month to learn to compete with Sen. Joe Biden's 37 years' experience.

Palin has been honest about what she doesn't know. When asked last month about the vice presidency, she said, "I still can't answer that question until someone answers for me: What is it exactly that the VP does every day?" When asked about Iraq, she said, "I haven't really focused much on the war in Iraq."

She was elected governor largely because the incumbent was unpopular, and she's won over Alaskans mostly by using unprecedented oil wealth to give a $1,200 rebate to every resident. Now she is being praised by McCain's campaign as a tax cutter, despite the fact that Alaska has no state income or sales tax. Perhaps McCain has opposed affirmative action for so long that he doesn't know it's about inviting more people to meet standards, not lowering them. Or perhaps McCain is following the Bush administration habit, as in the Justice Department, of putting a job candidate's views on "God, guns and gays" ahead of competence. The difference is that McCain is filling a job one 72-year-old heartbeat away from the presidency.

So let's be clear: The culprit is John McCain. He may have chosen Palin out of change-envy, or a belief that women can't tell the difference between form and content, but the main motive was to please right-wing ideologues; the same ones who nixed anyone who is now or ever has been a supporter of reproductive freedom. If that were not the case, McCain could have chosen a woman who knows what a vice president does and who has thought about Iraq; someone like Texas Sen. Kay Bailey Hutchison or Sen. Olympia Snowe of Maine. McCain could have taken a baby step away from right-wing patriarchs who determine his actions, right down to opposing the Violence Against Women Act.

Palin's value to those patriarchs is clear: She opposes just about every issue that women support by a majority or plurality. She believes that creationism should be taught in public schools but disbelieves global warming; she opposes gun control but supports government control of women's wombs; she opposes stem cell research but approves "abstinence-only" programs, which increase unwanted births, sexually transmitted diseases and abortions; she tried to use taxpayers' millions for a state program to shoot wolves from the air but didn't spend enough money to fix a state school system with the lowest high-school graduation rate in the nation; she runs with a candidate who opposes the Fair Pay Act but supports $500 million in subsidies for a natural gas pipeline across Alaska; she supports drilling in the Arctic National Wildlife Reserve, though even McCain has opted for the lesser evil of offshore drilling. She is Phyllis Schlafly, only younger.

I don't doubt her sincerity. As a lifetime member of the National Rifle Assn., she doesn't just support killing animals from helicopters, she does it herself. She doesn't just talk about increasing the use of fossil fuels but puts a coal-burning power plant in her own small town. She doesn't just echo McCain's pledge to criminalize abortion by overturning Roe vs. Wade, she says that if one of her daughters were impregnated by rape or incest, she should bear the child. She not only opposes reproductive freedom as a human right but implies that it dictates abortion, without saying that it also protects the right to have a child.

So far, the major new McCain supporter that Palin has attracted is James Dobson of Focus on the Family. Of course, for Dobson, "women are merely waiting for their husbands to assume leadership," so he may be voting for Palin's husband.

Being a hope-a-holic, however, I can see two long-term bipartisan gains from this contest.

Republicans may learn they can't appeal to right-wing patriarchs and most women at the same time. A loss in November could cause the centrist majority of Republicans to take back their party, which was the first to support the Equal Rights Amendment and should be the last to want to invite government into the wombs of women.

And American women, who suffer more because of having two full-time jobs than from any other single injustice, finally have support on a national stage from male leaders who know that women can't be equal outside the home until men are equal in it. Barack Obama and Joe Biden are campaigning on their belief that men should be, can be and want to be at home for their children.

This could be huge.

Gloria Steinem is an author, feminist organizer and co-founder of the Women's Media Center. She supported Hillary Clinton and is now supporting Barack Obama.

quick reply to gloria

While I agree with most of what she's saying here, and am deeply offended or embarressed by Palin, I'm not as hopeful about the electorate's ability to see all that she is saying.  It's not that Americans are stupid, although I often feel that way, it's because there's a total media blackout on what is really important.  The election becomes about identity, scandal, and whole 24 hrs news cylcles are wasted on parsing words of candidates and supposed gaffes made or not made.  Gloria is right about the issues that are at stake here, but I'm not sure most voters know enough not to vote against their best interest.   I heard one female republican journalist on the radio yesterday talking about how Palin appeals to the "80 percent" of American women who are afraid to call themselves feminist because they think it means they are men and baby haters or something and that this election represents an opportunity for the "new feminists", who are "everyday" moms to have a voice.   Aerial wolf hunters unite!

One thing that caught my attention was what Gloria says at the end about Obama and Biden representing fathers who want to be at home with their children.  I don't know if I'm just a sucker, but in listening to them talk about their stories at the conventions, I did feel a sincerity from them about this.  It is exciting that they are bringing this topic into the conversation. 

Camila

I couldn't agree with you more...

I am a bit disheartened and trying not to be.   I can’t bare to listen or read about McCain/Palin for it frightens me to think that this country has learned so little, despite the last eight years.  I am fascinated by the energy Palin has brought to the Republican Party and worried about the invisibility of Obama/Biden at this moment.  Am I missing something, or have I, in my own distress, developed a momentary defeatist attitude?  I don't want to blame the media, but in many respects I blame them for opting for a People Magazine kind of coverage instead of discussing the issues.  Then again, they know their audience.  I will shake myself loose from this.   I should not look to the past – but history tells certain stories and if nothing is learned, the story will repeat itself.  The victories of Richard Nixon, of Ronald Reagan, of the first and second George Bush stunned me.  I have vivid images of watching each of these elections and shaking my head.  At first, I said, “I can’t believe this.”   Then it was, “No, not again.”    Sadly, I will not be stunned if John McCain wins.   Everyone wants someone to kiss their boo boos and make all the scary things go away, then hear that they are great and invincible and always right. 

 

Two nights ago, I was invited by a neighbor to sit on her porch with another neighbor ( both women) to have a glass a wine.  One of the women brought up politics and Palin and I shook my head - don't go there - since our other neighbor is a Republican ( I think the one and only on my street).   Here is the what I heard from this woman, who is a successful business woman and professor at a local college.   She loves Palin.  She thinks abortion is murder.   Then in the next breath said that she knew she could never raise a baby with Downs.  Logic plays no part.

 

only thing I have to add

 to this clear-sighted conversation, about which every single point raised within I agree,

is that I did ask my sister, a republican, and "stay at home mom" (who takes care of our father with daily visits and meals, and teaches riding lessons, and grooms horses for sale, and coaches soccer teams, and runs marathons, etc) what she thought of Palin and she said, "i don't get it.  She has too little experience to be in a contending position for VP.  She's so far-right that she'll alienate the center."

Something like that.

My sister is not a right wing and is trying to offer her kids other ways of contemplating the meaning of life besides going to church (she and her husband are very anti-religion in any form).  

But she'll vote republican, as will her husband.

That's the bad news.

There's no good news.

Sorry.

 

Gloria

what a lovely name. i always like hearing what she's got to say, and this article is no exception. like ya'll i think we've had a pretty cool few posts in response to the article and... everything. i, too, am blown away by the Palin pick. i'm having a t-shirt printed up for me: "Sarah Palin for Governor 2008." that's a "four more years" i can live with.

 

it seems our greatest trouble here on the blog is with, funnily enough, hope. we are, sorry to say it, afraid... we're afraid that the decision our country-wide community (wow, America is big!) makes will be devastating, and that, worse yet, it may be caused in part by willful, conscious distortion. yes, it's terrifying. there's something about hope vs. fear in here, i suppose. as an electrified young person, i can say i won't sit back and let things roll along like they have been... i'm pissed off, i'm offended, i'm frightened; i'm not dejected -- i've still got plenty of fight left in me, and no matter the outcome of this election, or the catastrophe in Iraq, or Roe v. Wade, etc, that fight will not be exhausted.

 

Sarah Palin is the right choice, because she epitomizes what we are potentially discarding, moving through and beyond. we won't even have to mourn the loss -- we've been working on that together over the last eight years. hell, maybe the Republican party will even get its head screwed back on and we'll have some more interesting debates, some champions of real conservative ideals. there are tons of maybes about which i'm hopeful -- but i'll still be here, doing what im doing, whatever the outcome. it's funny for me to say that... about a year ago i said to myself, "if Rudy Giuliani becomes our next President, i may just have to leave." heh. we're all doing the work, digging, digging... can one really do anything more significant than just that?

 

also -- you probably don't want to get me started on the absurdity of Palin's VP run. but if you guys would like, we can go there :P

SARAH PALIN IS A BUDDHIST IN DISGUISE

 

I think all of you are not looking deep enough.  Yes, Palin has the earmarking of an ultra-conservative maverick, as they say, but the way I see it, she is all empty:  empty of substance, empty of knowledge, empty of political depth.  She’s not, however, empty of beauty (I think).  How many politicians do you know who have won the Wasilla beauty pageant and was a runner-up in the Miss Alaska beauty contest?  This is certainly what American and world politics need to solve the most complex global prblems in history.  I would vote for her just on these accomplishments alone.  And Sarah Palin is a “soccer-mom” who loves guns, eating moose, shooting caribou with her children (from a helicopter, I’ve been told).  Yes, she is most certainly pro-life.  Is this not the quintessential Buddhist.  Each time she goes hunting she is alleviating suffering by taking the lives of these caribou and moose.  They must be very cold. 

 

But, here’s the most exciting feature in Palin’s profile (aside from being a woman—now, if she was only Black, those clever Republicans)  My understanding is that she is close to God, along with her husband, who is a Yupik Intuit.  We should be rest assured that Palin has faith.  Isn’t that beautiful?  She is a true post-modern thinker; she supports the teaching of creationism.  Isn’t that a form of social constructivism.  A true meditator, she believes strongly in prayer and is community driven: she attends an Assembly of God.  Don’t you understand?  According to Palin, she was saved.  How many of you can say that?  The Dalai Lama certainly hasn’t.  and what does she pray for?

 

She urged the congregation to pray for the construction of the $30 billion natural gas pipeline and "that our leaders, our national leaders, are sending [U.S. soldiers] out on a task that is from God. That's what we have to make sure that we're praying for -- that there is a plan and that that plan is God's plan."  God has a plan and Sarah Palin has her Miss Alaska finger on exactly what that plan is.  Dalai Lama, move over.  Barrack Obama, move over.  Jefferson, Lincoln, Kennedy and King, roll over.

 

 

SHAME ON ALL OF YOU, SARAH PALIN IS NOT THE PROBLEM

 

 

Sarah Palin is a serious symptom of a more serious problem regarding the sanctification, imputed credibility and popularity of the type of ideology, belief system, worldview, mindset and cultural ethos that would actually give rise and credence to this supremely unqualified and dangerous candidate.  This cannot be overstated.  We laughed when Regan was elected, twice.  And we laughed when Bush was elected, twice.  The absurdity of America’s political and collective psychological declension is no longer "funny."  There is a chance that McCain and Palin might win.

 

Aside from the fact that Palin believes global warming is not man-made, and her support of the Bush Administration’s war on the Endangered Species Act (because it would “harm” oil and gas development in Alaska), Palin symbolizes the Republican party’s deep psychological affliction of hypocrisy and deceit.  Everything from criminalizing abortion and denying women the right to decide and privacy, and yet praising her daughter’s decision to have her baby, as she shoved her in front of the world spotlight and demanded the respect of her daughter’s privacy; to celebritizing Palin while accusing Obama of playing celebrity; to using her Down’s Syndrome child as a prop; to claiming that Palin has foreign policy experience because she lives close to the Soviet Union; to considering and indeed promulgating creationism: these beliefs, political actions and stances and developmentally immature worldviews are dangerous and reflective of larger collective cultural views that perilously undermine the health and well-being of humanity. 

 

I just ask: When is the comedy going to end?

sarah palin is reclining buddha

i'm watching Palin on 20/20 and, you know, i feel much better now. she admitted that this experience is "very humbling." very humbling. have you seen this woman speak? the last day has been quite shocking to me, now that she's given an interview to Charles Gibson and, boy, it's exactly what you'd expect. i feel a little bit differently... i'm beginning to feel it, that fear... it's not just the fear of this woman being not only the vice president, but potentially even the president -- it's also the fear that the man who chose her as VP will be president... but not even just that, it's that, as Om here speaks about, even though we are ready to outgrow "these beliefs, political actions and stances and developmentally immature worldviews," they will be rewarded and perpetuated, and the substantial change we really do need -- the change in consciousness -- will be dismissed, rejected, tossed out the window... fuck. i may be going to iceland, after all.

Palin - What can we do?

 I agree with everything everyone has said, and when I have more time I'll write some more. Caterina brings up a very important point about voting on party lines. I do not like Hillary Clinton and did not want her to have the nomination for president, but if she had won it I would have voted for her because I do not like those running on the Republican ticket. There are a lot of people out there that know that Palin is not qualified, and they are not grasping McCain's age and risk for not living through a four year term. They are certainly not grasping the severity of this and the shoes they are asking her to fill. They will continue to vote with their party regardless of the absurdity. The question is, is Obama strong enough and is his marketing and strategic team going to be able to find a way to bring this home for the American people to stop thinking about parties and loyalty and focus on the issues at hand.  This isn't a new role on a reality show this is our country we are talking about. I never cared all that much about politics and unfortunately either does a lot of folks right now. This scares the hell out of me though and I wonder what can we do to help? 

 

HOW TO LOOK AT POLITICS

 

 

There are at least two ways of viewing things: from the side of object or the side of subject.  If you are viewing something from the side of object, then it will be content-bound, externally determined and focused, partial in its view, and superficial.  If you view something from the perspective of subject, it will reflect how the subject views, that is, her level of awareness and her ways of knowing.  So, if I’m viewing architecture, art, relationship, the economy or politics, my level of awareness (i.e., my capacity to contextualize and perspectivize many viewpoints) will determine what is valuable, significant, meaningful, relevant and ethically valenced, and will determine my capacity to simultaneously hold and integrate the impact this particular thing has on both one person and a collective group.  My awareness will also allow me to think critically, which means rationally, reasonably and intuitively.  For example, Palin’s belief in creationism or refusal to understand how man has greatly and perilously caused global warming, reflects a certain awareness or worldview the distortions and limitations and lack of reason of which constructs a certain profile of an individual politician.  This individual, however, is part of a group of individuals who also share for the most part a common worldview and awareness which, as a result of its influence, influences and indeed forms and shapes the entire system and culture of political thought, policies, and social structure and meaning. 

 

But, what is less discussed and perhaps most important is the psychological affects of political systems and their respective worldviews.  Yes, it is the psychological development that sets in motion the worldview that creates the system; but, it is also the system in turn that further impacts and shapes future psychological development.  So, for me, from my perspective (which is only one I have), when I look at a politician, I focus on the psychology of that politician’s thoughts and decision-making, and the psychology of the group that politician is affiliated with.

 

This is obviously a very brief and gross view of perspectivizing politics but I think one worth further discussion.  For one thing, it moves away from the knee-jerk emotional reactions to a candidate and creates a more structured way of looking at candidates.

A beleaguered Washingtonian

 

I live in a city where local news is national news.    I admit, I am one of those Washingtonians who just shuts down from time to time, unable to digest another thought about politics or global news.  A few days ago our front page, plus our Metro section had huge pictures and stories about Palin visiting Virginia.  I try to be rational and keep a healthy perspective, but I need to keep a bottle of Tums close by. 

 

I admit I have a fixed belief about John McCain and Sarah Palin – about who they are as politicians.   Not a good thing to have fixed beliefs, but I hope I am able to hold those beliefs without having them cloud my compassion for all people, regardless of their political views  This is hard.  Sometimes I tend to take things too personally – “How can they think I am that stupid?” and I feel insulted.   I do not want to hate them – although, they sometimes tickle the rage button in me.  Ram Dass once told me to use those I dislike the most as lessons for developing compassion.  I think about that all the time.   The more those feelings come up, the more I have to look at myself.   I can hate their politics but still not hate them.  I have tried to hold onto that mantra with George Bush and Cheney.  I am still trying to scale that mountain..

Emily imagine Dick Cheney a mother

Emily, I could only imagine how much more intense politics and the news is in your community. It is interesting that you have in fact tried to turn some of these negative feeling to positive even though, I believe from what you have shared, disheartened by the Bush Administration and the current Republican nominess.   Your post reminded me of an interview I read a few months ago of Robert Thurman in the New York Times Magazine.

 

In the interview Thurman answers the following questions:

 

What do you think about when you meditate? Usually, some form of trying to excavate any  kind of negative thing cycling in the mind and turn it toward the positive.  For example, when I am annoyed with Dick Cheney, I meditate on how Dick Cheney  was my mother in a previous life and nursed me at his breast.

 

You mean you fantasize about being breast-fed by Dick  Cheney? It’s a fantasy of  releasing fear and developing affection. It’s a way of coming back to feeling  grateful toward him and seeing his positive side, finding the mother in Dick  Cheney.

Om

 Om, this is in fact a very interesting way of looking at politics.  Can you expand on this a little bit before I can grab on an idea to respond?  

 

 But, what is less discussed and perhaps most important is the psychological affects of political systems and their respective worldviews.  Yes, it is the psychological development that sets in motion the worldview that creates the system; but, it is also the system in turn that further impacts and shapes future psychological development.  So, for me, from my perspective (which is only one I have), when I look at a politician, I focus on the psychology of that politician’s thoughts and decision-making, and the psychology of the group that politician is affiliated with.

KEN WILBER'S THIRD WAY POLITICS

 

Megan, as you might know, I've been reading Ken Wilber's integral theory for many years and have integrated much of his thought into my thinking.  I found in Wilber a more comprehensive analysis of human functioning than I had seen before and it resonated so completely with what I was at that time formulating for myself.  Both fundamentally developmental and integral, these two cosmological strains or perspectives seemed ideal metaphorical templates for understanding the evolution of consciousness.  Following, Wilber's student,  Deon van Wyk,  describes Wilber's view on politics.  It's called  a "Third Way."  It's worth  discussing.  Let me know what you think.

                                          Wilber's Third Way Politics

The master of critical thought brings new insight as his own country, the USA, is poised to transcend it's calcified politics. Because of his respect for inclusive thought, and dense theorizing, Wilber usually draws amazing insight from any topic. His philosophy, The Integral Method, continues to provide some of the most current theorizing on spirituality and leadership:

 

 

 

While surveying the current American political landscape, it can be easy to feel as though the country is divided into two radically opposing populations: the Left and the Right. When watching the speeches, interviews, and debates on either side of the fence, there is such an incredible difference between the tone, rhetoric, and messages coming from the two major political parties that many pundits have commented that it is as though we live in two utterly different Americas, with very little overlap between the two. But the truth is, we do not live in two Americas, but in a single America composed of at least four or five different sets of values, all crammed together into a two-party political system that is becoming increasingly incapable of representing these wildly different perspectives. Many are beginning to recognize this systemic inadequacy and are searching for a genuinely Integral “Third Way” politics—a new way to break free from the restrictions of such rigidly calcified party lines, transcending both sides of the partisan divide, including the very best of both parties, without resorting to the effete compromise of mere centrism that has been typical of the political “Third Way” to date.

 

In order to fully understand and appreciate the different sets of values and beliefs that make up the flesh and bones of America, we must allow ourselves to step back and take a developmental view of American culture—one which can make sense of the full spectrum of perspectives that are currently at play in the political arena, while also being able to account for America’s rich political history, as the oldest functioning democracy in the world.

 

The premise of this sort of developmental view is simple: people evolve. As people evolve, they move through a particular sequence of stages, a sequence that has been long studied by Western psychologists and has been found to be essentially universal to every culture in the world. Taking a developmental view accounts for the “multiple intelligences” every human being possesses, including cognitive development and intelligence, values and beliefs, charisma and interpersonal skills, etc. There is a long list of these different sorts of intelligences, each growing along its own particular developmental track, but there is enough congruence in their overall development that we can begin to take a meta-view of our growth and development by using a very simple concept known as “Altitude.” Altitude is essentially a barometer of overall human growth, which uses the color spectrum to denote several major stages of development—each of which has slowly evolved over the course of human history, though still very much at play in today’s world:

 

"1st-Tier" values

 

Magenta (egocentric, magic): Magenta Altitude began about 50,000 years ago, and tends to be the home of egocentric drives, a magical worldview, and impulsiveness. It is expressed through magic/animism, kin-spirits, and such. Young children primarily operate with a magenta worldview. Magenta in any line of development is fundamental, or "square one" for any and all new tasks. Magenta emotions and cognition can be seen driving such cultural phenomena as superhero-themed comic books or movies.

 

Red (ego- to ethnocentric, egoic): The Red Altitude began about 10,000 years ago, and is the marker of egocentric drives based on power, where "might makes right," where aggression rules, and where there is a limited capacity to take the role of an "other." Red impulses are classically seen in grade school and early high school, where bullying, teasing, and the like are the norm. Red motivations can be seen culturally in Ultimate Fighting contests, which have no fixed rules (fixed rules come into being at the next Altitude, Amber), teenage rebellion and the movies that cater to it (The Fast and the Furious), gang dynamics (where the stronger rule the weaker), and the like.

 

Amber (ethnocentric, mythic): The Amber Altitude began about 5,000 years ago, and indicates a worldview that is traditionalist and mythic in nature—and mythic worldviews are almost always held as absolute (this stage of development is often called absolutistic). Instead of "might makes right," amber ethics are more oriented to the group, but one that extends only to "my" group. Grade school and high school kids usually exhibit amber motivations to "fit in." Amber ethics help to control the impulsiveness and narcissism of red. Culturally, amber worldviews can be seen in fundamentalism (my God is right no matter what); extreme patriotism (my country is right no matter what); and ethnocentrism (my people are right no matter what).

 

Orange (worldcentric, rational): The Orange Altitude began about 500 years ago, during the period known as the European Enlightenment. In an orange worldview, the individual begins to move away from the amber conformity that reifies the views of one's religion, nation, or tribe. The orange worldview often begins to emerge in late high school, college, or adulthood. Culturally, the orange worldview realizes that "truth is not delivered; it is discovered," spurring the great advances of science and formal rationality. Orange ethics begin to embrace all people, "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal...." Ayn Rand's Objectivism, the US Bill of Rights, and many of the laws written to protect individual freedom all flow from an orange worldview.

 

Green (worldcentric, pluralistic): The Green Altitude began roughly 150 years ago, though it came into its fullest expression during the 1960’s. Green worldviews are marked by pluralism, or the ability to see that there are multiple ways of seeing reality. If orange sees universal truths ("All men are created equal"), green sees multiple universal truths—different universals for different cultures. Green ethics continue, and radically broaden, the movement to embrace all people. A green statement might read, "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all people are created equal, regardless of race, gender, class...." Green ethics have given birth to the civil rights, feminist, and gay rights movements, as well as environmentalism.

 

The green worldview's multiple perspectives give it room for greater compassion, idealism, and involvement, in its healthy form. Such qualities are seen by organizations such as the Sierra Club, Amnesty International, Union of Concerned Scientists, and Doctors Without Borders. In its unhealthy form green worldviews can lead to extreme relativism, where all beliefs are seen as relative and equally true, which can in turn lead to the nihilism, narcissism, irony, and meaninglessness exhibited by many of today's intellectuals, academics, and trend-setters... not to mention another "lost" generation of students.

 

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Teal (worldcentric to “kosmocentric,” integral): The Teal Altitude marks the beginning of an integral worldview, where pluralism and relativism are transcended and included into a more systematic whole. The transition from green to teal is also known as the transition from “1st-tier” values to “2nd-tier” values, the most immediate difference being the fact that each “1st-tier” value thinks it is the only truly correct value, while “2nd-tier” values recognize the importance of all preceding stages of development. Thus, the teal worldview honors the insights of the green worldview, but places it into a larger context that allows for healthy hierarchies, and healthy value distinctions.

 

Perhaps most important, a teal worldview begins to see the process of development itself, acknowledging that each one of the previous stages (magenta through green) has an important role to play in the human experience. Teal consciousness sees that each of the previous stages reveals an important truth, and pulls them all together and integrates them without trying to change them to “be more like me,” and without resorting to extreme cultural relativism (“all are equal”). Teal worldviews do more than just see all points of view (that’s a green worldview)—it can see and honor them, but also critically evaluate them.

 

Turquoise (“kosmocentric,” integral): Turquoise is a mature integral view, one that sees not only healthy hierarchy but also the various quadrants of human knowledge, expression, and inquiry (at the minimum: I, we, and it). While teal worldviews tend to be secular, turquoise is the first to begin to integrate Spirit as a living force in the world (manifested through any or all of the 3 Faces of God: “I”—the “No self” or “witness” of Buddhism; “we/thou”—the “great other” of Christianity, Judaism, Hindusm, Islam, etc.; or “it”—the “Web of Life” seen in Taoism, Pantheism, etc.).

 

We can begin to see how the two major political parties have largely become amalgams of several of these stages. In the early history of politics—during the French Revolution—the Right was largely comprised of Amber traditionalists, while the Left were mostly Orange modernists. But over 200 years later, the world has become considerably more complex, having experienced the emergence of an entirely new stage of political consciousness: namely Green pluralism, otherwise known as post-modernism, during the mid 20th century. As such, Republicans now typically represent both Amber traditional values and “Wall Street” or “Ayn Rand” Orange values, while Democrats represent both Orange and Green forms of liberalism—two very different modes of liberalism that have thus far been extremely difficult for the Democratic party to unify.

 

If we truly want to begin creating some form of Integral “Third Way” politics, it is going to depend entirely upon leaders who have themselves achieved “2nd-tier” values, as it is only from the teal and turquoise stages of development that we can authentically honor and incorporate the entire spectrum of development. To put it another way, we need a form of “enlightened leadership” to enact decisions unfettered by partisan politics, for the benefit of the whole, rather than pandering to the few.

 

There is no sense in parsing words—what we are talking about here is a very real sort of elitism, a developmental elitism in which leaders more evolved than the majority of the populace are elected to office, for exactly that reason. Of course, it is an “elitism to which everyone is invited,” meaning that anyone can continue to evolve to the highest reaches of human potential, despite the fact that so few do. But merely mentioning the word “elitism” puts us on very dangerous ground in today’s political atmosphere, in which voters seem more interested in electing leaders they can “have a beer with” than ones with the moral, intellectual, and perspectival sophistication required to heal the tremendous cultural schisms that exist in America, and in the rest of the world.

 

Considering this spectrum of human development, it can be easy for liberals to assert that their values are “higher” or “more evolved” than those of typical conservatives—and in certain ways, they would be right. However, one of the fatal flaws of “1st-tier” stages is the complete inability to include the values of other 1st-tier stages, which makes liberals arguably more developed than most conservatives, but equally partial in their own values. As any genuine “Third Way” politics seeks to incorporate the very best of both parties, it must be inherently integral by nature, as only Integral consciousness can recognize the significance of development itself—and it is only by fully acknowledging human development, and accounting for the entire spectrum of consciousness in our conceptions of the world, that we can begin pulling together the many fundamental contributions that both the American Right and Left have made to the world.

 

Everyone knows about the difference between Democrat and Republican, Left and Right, Liberal and Conservative. But as ubiquitous as these distinctions is, no one has been able to give a theoretical explanation of what drives this split in a way that holds up to careful inspection—that is, until an Integral approach was applied to politics. Ken reveals what appears to be the key to a major piece of the puzzle: camps on the political Left attribute the fundamental cause of human suffering to external causes, whereas camps on the political Right attribute the fundamental cause of human suffering to internal causes.

 

For example, why are people homeless? Left: because they are downtrodden, they lack opportunities, they are victims of the system—all external forces. Right: because they have no work ethic, they have no family/religious values, no internalized sense of shame—all internal forces. Of course, you can be an internalist or externalist at different altitudes of development, and historically these have changed over time, as we’ve already seen. But what hasn't changed throughout it all? You guessed it: Right is still internalist, and Left is still externalist. And if we hope to have any sort of comprehensive approach to politics and the problems of the world, it is absolutely essential that we include the revelations of both, without limiting ourselves to the tyranny of either.

Treat all forces equal

Om, I especially enjoyed this because I tried to read Ken Wilber’s book back in March and was having a hard time understanding what he was talking about. This article feels a lot more accessible to me and is a very interesting way of categorizing mindsets. I can see how this evolution has played out as the world at large has changed. I can also see how these ways of looking at the world and mindsets are embedded in current parties within our political system. In the last paragraph the view of homelessness surprised me. Although I knew that the right felt that the core of the issue was internally driven I thought they viewed this more of a lack of effort not having no family/religious values, no internalized sense of shame—all internal forces. In fact, in my experience I believe those in poverty are more likely to relay on religious beliefs and are certainly riddled with shame. I'm sure Wyk was using strong statements to provoke a strong response and this is why he laid out the opinions in this way.  Help me understand this new integration/ new level of evolution Wyk and Wilbur feel is necessary for society to transcend current mindsets.  Is he saying that we must be able to integrate the beliefs surrounding internal and external factors and the impact that both of these forces play in a given situation? In essence treat each force equal in their contribution to a given situation.  This seems to me like the way we already perceive a situation today or at least I think it is the way that I approach most situations. We do not live in a linear world where the only force/factor that affects our survival is the knowledge of making fire, hunting and protection for the elements. We are born into a much more complex world and a country that has created countless external barriers from their own internal inflictions. We have to learn to face this world and the external forces along with our own unique internal barriers. Each of these plays an integral role in any given situation.

RESPONSE TO MEGAN ON KEN WILBER'S THIRD WAY POLITICS

 

“Is he saying that we must be able to integrate the beliefs surrounding internal and external factors and the impact that both of these forces play in a given situation?”

 

Megan, for Wilber (and which I wholeheartedly agree), integration is the name of the game.  But, what is integration from a developmental perspective?

 

Integration simply refers to the bringing together of parts to create a unifying whole.  Of course, the “new” whole is essentially a part of a “higher” whole and this developmental process continues ad infinitum.  We might even say that there is no such thing as a whole, per se, and it would be more accurate to refer to part/wholes as evolutionarily or developmentally (mental or physical) aspects of consciousness increasing in specific features, such as, self-preservation, self-adaptation, self-transcendence, self-dissolution, emergence, greater depth and less span, complexity, differentiation/integration, organization/structuration,  relative autonomy and telos or goal.  An example of this would be language itself.  A letter evolves into words into sentences into paragraphs into whole texts, which in turn, contribute to vast repositories of knowledge and meaning. 

 

In the therapeutic context, integration can be observed in a number of ways: in bringing together feelings, thoughts, experiences; unifying thought and feeling; aligning body, mind and spirit; bringing together past and present through the reconstruction of memories; bringing together two separate beings to form relationship, etc. 

 

In a political context, and particularly Wilber’s ‘Third Way Politics,’ integration refers to bringing together the generative aspects of “right” and “left” worldviews.  Within these two broad categories, however, Wilber identified at least four or five sets of values which heretofore have been incorporated into a two-party political system.  As the essay states, looking at politics from a developmental view makes sense because it allows us to frame what I refer to as mental factors into “the full spectrum of perspectives that are currently at play in the political arena…. Taking a developmental view accounts for the “multiple intelligences” every human being possesses, including cognitive development and intelligence, values and beliefs, charisma and interpersonal skills, etc.”

 

From my point of view, ultimately, this type of categorization better allows us to understand how people think and make decisions in the ways they do.  Secondly, such a vast matrix of information in the form of the political landscape is organized into a coherent map.  Lastly, it also allows us to create educational opportunities for further development and fostering the health and well-being of, not only individual citizens, but also of the political system itself, which frames culture and society. 

Om?

 I know this does not have to do with the main theme or discussion on the third way politics view, but can you tell me what "span complexity" is? 

 

How are you feeling today?

I have been having some pretty strong feelings in the last week, or maybe I'm just getting better at recognizing how I feel. I've been thinking a lot and writing a lot and there is something I just can't reach yet, but it is pushing hard to come out and I have faith that when I'm ready it will show itself clear to me.   Everyday even if I cannot quiet my mind I'm taking time to sit when I first wake up and before I go to bed. Sometimes when I get home from work as well if I am not going to yoga that night. Trying to create this new habit is difficult sometimes, like last night when I finally gave in to the idea that quieting my mind and thoughts were just not going to happen so I just sat and breathed.  Sitting there consistently is helping me to accept that sometimes even an active mind is okay.  I spent more time doing yoga last week and last weekend than usual which has helped my hips widen and it makes it easier to relax into meditation a little bit more which really helps as well.  I learned a little bit more about the chanting/singing that made me so uncomfortable at the Yoga Ashram this past weekend. It turns out that the practice of chanting in a call-and-response manner is a meditative practice. the idea is to hold your attention to the music in such concentration that everyone begins to sing as one. A great practice in emptiness. I wish I knew this before I went or they did a better job at introducing it to us because I might have been more open to it.  I was thinking about the instability in the market this morning, the coolness in the air and the change of focus now that summer is over and everyone seem to be settling in to goals for the rest of the year and thought about each of you settling in as well. So I'm wondering Emily, Nico, James, Camila, Caterina, Noah, Celi, Nadine, Arnold, HS and Om, How are you feeling today? 

 

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